Lyrics
I must be out my mind
I feel like I must be irrational or crazy.
I’m feeling loaded
I feel a burden or pressure.
Me or her
A choice between me and another person.
You decide who you will go with
You decide whom you want to be with.
I like the light
I appreciate positivity or enlightenment.
It shines so brightly on my forehead
The light metaphorically highlights my thoughts or ideas.
I like to like
I enjoy expressing fondness or approval.
I like my life
I appreciate my life.
I like to force it
I enjoy asserting control or making things happen.
I’m ugly when I cry
I appear unattractive when I cry.
I’m ugly when I cry
I'm unattractive during moments of vulnerability.
Don’t look at me
Request not to be observed during emotional distress.
When I’m not happy
Don't look at me when I'm unhappy.
Don’t look at me
Expressing a preference for death over being observed.
I’d rather die
(Blank line, may indicate a pause or reflection.)
Makeup smeared because
Makeup is smudged due to a fear of trusting others.
I live inside my fear of trust
I live within the fear of trusting people.
Do stuff just cuz I hear it’s fun
I engage in activities simply because they are considered enjoyable.
Love sucks I love the weirdest ones
Lamenting the challenges of love with unconventional partners.
What’s up the drugs appeared at once
The sudden appearance of drugs in the narrative.
What’s up what’s down one beer i’m done
One beer is enough for me.
I fuck around all year i’m young
I engage in playful or frivolous activities throughout the year.
Fuck around all year i’m dumb
I engage in foolish activities throughout the year.
What’s what what how oh where am I?
Expressing confusion about the surroundings.
Shut those pair of eyes
Closing or covering the eyes to avoid being seen.
Don’t look at me
Request not to be observed.
You parasite
Referring to someone as a parasite, suggesting negativity.
If you look
If you observe, be prepared for consequences.
Prepare to
Prepare yourself.
Die
An ominous declaration of death.
I’m ugly when I cry
Reiteration of feeling unattractive during crying.
I’m ugly when I cry
-Don’t look at me
Request not to be observed during unhappiness.
When I’m not happy
Don't look at me when I'm not happy.
Don’t look at me
Expressing a preference for death over being observed.
I’d rather die
(End of the lyrics.)
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