Castleboy
Castleboy's Spiraled Journey: A Tale of Desires and Loneliness
Lyrics
Castleboy, never leave that spot
The person referred to as "Castleboy" is urged to stay in a particular place or situation.
You see, I climb the spiral staircase all the way to the top
Describes climbing a spiral staircase metaphorically, striving to reach the pinnacle or highest point.
Drug boy, the say he want, he just need
Reference to someone known as a "drug boy" who's perceived as not merely wanting but needing drugs.
Oh, please
An interjection expressing a request for attention or pleading.
I can go wherever
The speaker expresses a sense of freedom or mobility, able to go anywhere.
I cant believe I've been getting high since thirteen
Reveals having started using drugs at a young age (thirteen) and reflects on this experience.
Now I'm talking with these walls and they don't understand what I mean
Feeling misunderstood by the environment, possibly suggesting a disconnect between the speaker and their surroundings.
Castleboy, never leave that spot
Reiteration of the idea to remain in a specific place or situation, echoing the sentiment from line 1.
You see, I climb the spiral staircase all the way to the top
Repeated imagery of climbing a spiral staircase, emphasizing the continuous effort to ascend.
Dumb blonde, they say you've got a disease
A derogatory reference to a person labeled as a "dumb blonde" with an alleged disease, possibly highlighting societal prejudices or misconceptions.
Oh, please
An interjection used to express frustration, disbelief, or exasperation.
I can go whenever I need
Asserting the ability to go anywhere as needed.
Who me?
The speaker questions whether they are being referred to.
I've been feeling fine since thirteen
Claims to have felt fine or okay since the age of thirteen.
Now I'm talking to these girls and they all understand what I mean
Contrasts feeling misunderstood earlier with now being understood by the girls the speaker interacts with.
Now I am more alone than I am at home
Expresses feeling more alone in certain circumstances than when physically at home.
I'm always on my phone because I like the glow
An affinity for being on the phone due to the glow it emits, possibly indicating a preference for digital connections.
I think you understand what I mean
Belief that the listener comprehends or relates to the speaker's thoughts or feelings.
I'll be riding through the Chi with my high beams 'cause I really don't like what I can't see
Driving through Chicago with high beams, indicating a preference for clarity and dislike for obscurity or ambiguity.
I can go whenever I please I ain't antsy
Asserts the freedom to go wherever desired without restlessness.
I can make you scream like a banshee
Suggests the ability to evoke strong reactions or emotions in others.
When I was thirteen I was a human I was dancing
Recalls a time at thirteen when the speaker felt more human and engaged, likely referencing a time of innocence or a specific experience.
I'll be fine 'cause I don't need the answer
Confidence in not needing answers or validation from others.
Castleboy, never leave that house
Reiterates the idea of staying in a particular house or place, similar to earlier lines.
They told me my way in is also my way out
Suggests that the way into a situation or place is also the way out, implying entrapment or a circular nature to the circumstances.
Lover boy, she got me down on my knees
Refers to someone as a "lover boy" who has affected the speaker emotionally, possibly negatively.
I say please
Another interjection used to emphasize a request or plea.
When it's all said and done I feel I've said it with my tongue
Reflects on feeling that everything has been said verbally and expresses a fascination with the emotion of jealousy.
I play this game because I love jealousy
Admits to playing a game for the sake of experiencing jealousy, potentially suggesting a complex emotional or relational dynamic.
Trust me
Asserts the importance of trusting the speaker's perspective or intentions.
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