Lyrics
My fault, I ain't mean to fuck it up
Expressing regret for unintentionally ruining something.
My fault, I ain't mean to show you my love
Apologizing for revealing love unexpectedly.
My fault, didn't mean to give you trust
Regretting unintentionally giving trust.
Thought you wanted more but I gave too much
Realizing the mistake of giving too much when the expectation was less.
I know that you're fucked up from the last
Acknowledging the impact of past experiences on the person.
And all these other guys had you running laps
Noting that previous relationships may have left emotional scars.
But you did things that I couldn't look past
Confronting unacceptable actions that cannot be overlooked.
And I can't let go of the feelings I had
Struggling to let go of lingering emotions.
Gave you too much I'm sorry
Expressing remorse for giving too much in the relationship.
Couldn't treat you worse 'cause you're all I wanted
Acknowledging the importance of the person despite negative actions.
Gave you my whole soul 'cause I thought you want it
Investing deeply in the relationship, offering one's entire self.
Gave you my whole heart 'cause you went and stole it
Feeling betrayed as the person took and kept the heart.
Never thought you'd hate me for the love I gave
Surprised that love given resulted in hatred from the recipient.
Never thought you'd love me for the way I hate
Unexpectedly receiving love for negative emotions expressed.
Gave you so much and you wanted less
Realizing the imbalance in the level of desired affection.
I'll never hate you, I'll just love you less
Committing to not hate but reducing love due to past actions.
Really had me fucked up in the head
Feeling mentally disturbed by the person's actions.
Dream about you every night in my bed
Experiencing persistent thoughts about the person in bed.
And every morning I just get depressed
Feeling down every morning due to the person's absence.
Cause you're with someone else when I treat you best
Experiencing sadness as the person is with someone else despite being treated well.
Love all your scars
Expressing appreciation for the person's emotional wounds.
Got a weird way of giving compliments
Admitting a unique way of complimenting by acknowledging flaws.
Love all your flaws
Valuing imperfections as a form of compliment.
That's my way of giving compliments
Expressing love by embracing the person's flaws.
Really took advantage of me
Feeling taken advantage of in the relationship.
Really had me crying and running out of breath
Experiencing emotional pain and breathlessness due to the person's actions.
Really had me feeling stupid
Feeling foolish because of the person's actions.
But know what you've been through and love you to death
Understanding the person's struggles and still loving them intensely.
Really took advantage of me
Reiterating the feeling of being taken advantage of.
Really had me crying and running out of breath
Continuing to feel emotional distress caused by the person.
Hope you know that you really made me hate myself
Expressing self-hatred caused by the person's actions.
My fault, I ain't mean to fuck it up
Repeating the acknowledgment of unintentional mistakes in the relationship.
My fault, I ain't mean to show you my love
Apologizing again for unexpectedly revealing love.
My fault, didn't mean to give you trust
Reiterating regret for unintentionally giving trust.
Thought you wanted more but I gave too much
Reflecting on the mismatch between desired and given affection.
I know that you're fucked up from the last
Recognizing the impact of past experiences on the person (repeated).
All these other guys had you running laps
Noting the influence of other people in the person's life.
But you did things that I couldn't look past
Acknowledging past actions that are difficult to overlook (repeated).
And I can't let go of the feelings I had
Struggling to let go of lingering emotions (repeated).
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