Lyrics
I feel like I'm dreaming lately
I feel like I'm in a dreamlike state recently.
Nothing's as it seems and maybe
Things appear deceptive or different from reality.
I'm out of my mind
I sense a loss of sanity or control.
Now I'm all out of time
I've run out of time.
Every day it feels more easy to give up and just die
Each day, it becomes easier to contemplate giving up and ending my life.
I search but I cant find a reason
I'm searching for a reason but can't find one.
There's nothing on earth to keep me
There's nothing on earth that can anchor me or give me purpose.
Got my head in my hands
I'm emotionally overwhelmed, expressing despair.
And I cant understand why the love inside my heart would try to hurt me again
I'm struggling to understand why love within me would cause pain again.
I feel like I'm dreaming lately
Similar to line 1, reiterating a dreamlike feeling.
Cant tell what's real, am I the fake here?
Uncertainty about what is real, questioning authenticity.
Don't know what's the truth
Feeling lost in a lack of clarity or truth.
I'm just lost in my youth
I'm adrift in my youth, unsure of my path.
But I don't know if I'll make it past another year too
Doubtful about surviving another year.
I search but I can't find a reason
Continued search for a reason without success.
Ain't nothing on this earth can keep me
No earthly connection or attachment is providing solace.
Got my head in my hands
Repetition of emotional distress, head in hands.
And I cant understand why the love inside my heart would try to hurt me again
Questioning why love would inflict pain once again.
I feel like I'm dreaming lately
Reiteration of feeling like in a dream, questioning reality.
Nothing's as it seems and maybe
Repetition of line 2, emphasizing the deceptive nature of things.
I'm out of my mind
Restating a sense of losing sanity or control.
Now I'm all out of time
Repetition of line 4, emphasizing the lack of time.
Every day it feels more easy to give up and just die
Continued contemplation of the ease of giving up and dying.
I search but I cant find a reason
Continued search for a reason without success.
There's nothing on earth to keep me
Reiteration of a lack of grounding or purpose on earth.
Got my head in my hands
Repetition of emotional overwhelm, head in hands.
And I cant understand why the love inside my heart would try to hurt me again
Repetition of the struggle to understand the pain from within.
Maybe you could tell me how to function
Seeking guidance on how to function.
Maybe you could show me how to love again
Requesting assistance in learning how to love again.
Maybe you could tell me I'm the one
Yearning for affirmation that I am the one.
All I needed was a fucking hug huh?
Expressing a need for a simple yet significant gesture like a hug.
Maybe you could tell me how to function
Repetition of seeking guidance on how to function.
Maybe you could show me how to love again
Repetition of requesting assistance in learning how to love again.
Maybe you could tell me I'm the one
Repetition of yearning for affirmation that I am the one.
All I needed was a fucking hug huh?
Repetition of expressing a need for a simple yet significant gesture like a hug.
Maybe you could tell me how to function
Repetition of seeking guidance on how to function.
Maybe you could show me how to love again
Repetition of requesting assistance in learning how to love again.
And maybe you could tell me I'm the one
Repetition of yearning for affirmation that I am the one.
Just tell me I'm the one please
Final plea for confirmation that I am the one.
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