Lyrics
Some days I can't explain what I'm feeling
Expressing difficulty in explaining emotions on certain days.
I need space, some days I need healing, some days I need love
Desiring space, healing, and love on different days.
My anxiety be as high as the ceiling, I just wanna breath
Feeling high anxiety, seeking relief to breathe freely.
Can't explain what I need, my mind movin' fast
Unable to articulate needs, with a fast-moving mind.
I just wanna build but shit never last
Expressing a desire to build despite things not lasting.
Is it me or all my shit in my past?
Questioning if past experiences are influencing current situations.
Punching L like Tray but had to take some jazz
Referencing challenges (taking jazz) and facing difficulties (Tray).
Like them left a scab, gotta keep a tab
Reflecting on scars left and the need to keep track.
Shit won't hold me back 'cause I found peace within
Having found inner peace, determined not to be held back.
Focus on myself but still be checking in
Balancing self-focus with checking in on others.
Hard to call on certain friends whilst we closing in
Facing challenges in maintaining friendships during personal growth.
Life's a bitch, I know, I understand
Acknowledging life's challenges and understanding.
You can call me if you need a hand
Offering assistance to those in need.
Life's a bitch, I know, I understand
Reiterating an understanding of life's difficulties.
Even when the light goes dark, I confide in you
Expressing trust in confiding during dark times.
I tell you that I'm going through some shit
Sharing personal struggles with someone else.
And you tell me that you going through it too
Mutual acknowledgment of shared challenges.
I say even when the light goes dark, I confide in you
Reiterating trust and the hope for reassurance.
To tell me it's gon' be okay, 'cause we gon' make it through
Seeking comfort and reassurance that things will be okay.
Lately I've been selfish with myself more
Admitting recent self-centeredness but recognizing personal needs.
Then again, I've been needing myself more
Emphasizing the importance of self-care and self-reflection.
It's some things I'm taking steps towards
Taking steps towards self-improvement and accountability.
Like holding myself accountable, trying to press forward, shit
Acknowledging the difficulty of moving forward.
But not to say that I'm holding me back
Clarifying that personal growth is not a hindrance.
Just some things that be keeping me trapped
Identifying factors that keep the individual feeling trapped.
Like overthinking so I cope with drinking
Using coping mechanisms like drinking to manage overthinking.
Drowning in my sauce like the ship was sinking
Feeling overwhelmed and drowning in personal struggles.
Told my cousin, "When I get home, shit, you know we linking"
Planning to reconnect with loved ones upon returning home.
My nigga told me when I get back, drop them tracks, they fiendin'
Receiving encouragement to release new music.
Just to lose em' both within the same weekend
Experiencing losses and challenges within a short period.
Almost lost my dad, so I can't pretend
Nearly losing a family member and dealing with the aftermath.
Reached out to some friends, but some people I just can't repent?
Facing difficulty in reconciling with certain individuals.
Niggas want more music, I ain't write within, the way I feel
Pressure to create more music despite emotional struggles.
I can't type or write on pen, had to go back east
Unable to express feelings through writing or typing.
Walls are closing in, patience running thin
Feeling confined and pressured as walls close in.
I just want some wins, but shit ain't setting in
Desiring victories but struggling to internalize success.
So I reset again
Choosing to reset and start anew.
Even when the light goes dark, I confide in you
Repeating the theme of confiding during difficult times.
I tell you that I'm going through some shit
Sharing ongoing personal struggles with someone trustworthy.
And you tell me that you going through it too
Mutual support and understanding during challenges.
I say even when the light goes dark, I confide in you
Reaffirming trust and the belief that things will improve.
To tell me it's gon' be okay, 'cause we gon' make it through
Seeking reassurance that, together, they will overcome difficulties.
Even when the light goes dark, I confide in you
Reiterating the importance of confiding in someone reliable.
I tell you that I'm going through some shit
Continuing to share personal struggles with trust and openness.
And you tell me that you going through it too
Mutual understanding and support during challenging times.
I say even when the light goes dark, I confide in you
Reaffirming trust and the belief in overcoming shared difficulties.
To tell me it's gon' be okay, 'cause we gon' make it through
Seeking assurance that, collectively
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