Lyrics
This is not the way I planned it
This situation didn't unfold as I had planned.
Sick of fucking up my chances
Feeling frustrated with repeatedly making mistakes that affect my opportunities.
Looking at you through the glasses of another girl
Observing you from the perspective of another person, perhaps feeling disconnected.
Oh yes it hurts but
Despite the pain, there is acknowledgment of hurt.
I'm not the only one
Recognizing that I'm not the only one experiencing this pain.
Who thinks im too good for you
Others also believe that I deserve someone better than you.
Oh yes it hurts but
Despite the pain, there's an attraction or allure in a problematic relationship.
Something bout bad love
There's something intriguing about a toxic or unhealthy love.
Kept me on that running back to you
Despite the negative aspects, I kept returning to you.
Feeling blessed
Expressing a sense of gratitude or contentment.
I'm never gon' see you again
Indicating a desire to move on and not encounter you again.
I, don't have to like all your friends
Not obligated to like or associate with your friends anymore.
I'm not just a part of your plan
Asserting individuality, not being just a pawn in someone else's plan.
I'm not even in your events
Exclusion from your social circle or significant life events.
Feeling blessed
Reiterating a sense of gratitude or contentment.
I'm so free
Feeling liberated or free from constraints.
I've tried out a thousand miles of my energy just to get through
Enduring significant challenges and exerting considerable effort to overcome obstacles.
I wrote countless hyms about pain
Expressing the artist's experience of pain through numerous songs.
And instead of praying I manifested her, a god.
Instead of relying on prayers, the artist manifested a higher power, possibly a woman.
Red flavour, a note in her layer
Describing sensory experiences with the mention of flavors and notes.
With a hint of wild rose and juniper berries
A description of the woman with hints of wild rose and juniper berries.
Love, beauty, and grace
Associating love, beauty, and grace with the described woman.
The REAL first creation
Referring to the described woman as the real first creation.
Feeling blessed
Reiterating a sense of gratitude or contentment.
I'm never gon' see you again
Reaffirming the desire to not encounter you again.
I, don't have to like all your friends
Emphasizing the freedom from the obligation to like your friends.
I'm so free
Expressing a sense of freedom.
Im so glad im so glad I never have to see you again
Expressing relief and joy about not having to see you again.
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