Lyrics
I've never known love, they say I'm naive
Expresses a lack of experience in love and being perceived as inexperienced by others
They told me I'd end up dead if I didn't leave
Warning received about potential danger if not leaving a situation
Thought I'd stay forever no matter what it takes
Commitment to staying despite difficulties
There's something in my mind that just won't click into place
A mental block or issue preventing understanding or resolution
Your words turn to venom
Communication turns hurtful or harmful
My heart turns to ice
Emotional withdrawal or numbing due to pain
So pour the poison on the blade and stab me with the knife
Metaphorical acceptance of harm from someone else
Toxicity, how could poison be my remedy?
Questioning how poison could be a solution
Toxicity, how could poison be my remedy?
Reiteration of disbelief in using poison as a remedy
Chaos and chemistry, mixed with addictive tendencies
Mentions chaos, chemical reactions, and addictive behavior influencing actions
Keeps me running back to you and you running back to me
Cycle of returning to a harmful relationship
Control disguised as protection, obsession
Manipulation disguised as care or concern
They said their anger possessed them
Others attributing their behavior to anger issues
Hands that used to caress my skin turn to weapons
Physical affection turning into aggression
Motherfuckers will push if you let them
People taking advantage if allowed
Maybe I'm addicted to pain, you never take the blame
Possibly addicted to suffering, partner avoids responsibility
You kiss the bottle and you get amnesia
Escapism through substance use leading to memory loss
Say you'll pull the trigger, sit on the tracks
Threats of self-harm to evoke a reaction
What's the use of living if I won't take you back?
Questioning the purpose of life without the person
Push me, push me until I break
Pushed to limits, possibly by the partner
Push me, push me, see how much I can fucking take
Challenged to endure increasing pain or difficulty
I used to be mesmerized by your eyes
Previous admiration for the partner's eyes
Your lips left me breathless
Partner's kisses used to evoke strong emotions
Then wrath took over you and your grip took my breath away
Partner's anger taking control and causing distress
Toxicity, how could poison be my remedy?
Reiteration of disbelief in poison as a solution
Toxicity, how could poison be my remedy?
Questioning how poison could be a remedy
Chaos and chemistry, mixed with addictive tendencies
Similar reference to chaos, chemistry, and addiction affecting behavior
Keeps me running back to you and you running back to me
Revolving pattern of returning to each other despite issues
They say you don't know you love someone until you hate each other
Shift from love to hate within a relationship
Always convinced I was out fucking some other
Insecurity about fidelity leading to conflict
Love will get you killed, and trust will get you hurt
Love's risks and trust's vulnerabilities
And always in the end you always end up
Implies a tragic or negative ending
In the dirt
Metaphorical or literal downfall and demise
My head was in the clouds, destruction brought me down to earth
A shift from being unaware to facing consequences
This is now the end, it's now the start of my rebirth
Signifying an end and a fresh start
Toxicity, how could poison be my remedy?
Reiteration of disbelief in poison as a solution
Toxicity, how could poison be my remedy?
Questioning how poison could be a remedy
Chaos and chemistry, mixed with addictive tendencies
Repetition of chaos, chemistry, and addictive behavior influencing actions
Keeps me running back to you and you running back to me
Looping pattern of returning to a toxic relationship
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