Lyrics
I'm pretty sure I saw you out with some other guy in the back
I observed you with another person in the background
Tell myself it was you
I convince myself it was you
So I would sleep right through it
To avoid the pain, I pretend it didn't happen
If I don't, I'll see the ghost of you behind my back
Fearing the haunting memories if I don't ignore it
It's impossible, it's unbearable
The situation is difficult and overwhelming
But I'm gettin through it
Despite the challenge, I am coping
I burned all the notes that you left me
I destroyed the letters you wrote to me
But can't throw away the ashes
But I can't discard the remnants of our past
I gave away all of your jackets
I gave away your clothing items
But can't throw away the patches
Yet, I can't let go of the memories attached to them
With a little help from my friends
Supported by friends, they'll stay with me until the end
They'll stick with me til the end
Friendship provides solace during difficulties
But none of them get me like you do
No one understands me like you do
I burned all the notes that you left me
I destroyed the letters you wrote to me
But can't throw away the ashes
Yet, I can't discard the remnants of our past
Cause they're all I have left of you
The ashes symbolize the only connection I have left with you
Now we're screaming your name out the back of Nikol's car
We express your name loudly from Nikol's car
Something 'bout the way the air hits your face it feels like I'm flying
The sensation of the wind feels liberating, like flying
And for a moment I forget why we ended up like this
For a moment, I forget the reasons for our current state
For a reason, I believe it
Believing there's a purpose for our situation
I'm getting through it
I am managing to cope with the challenges
At least I can admit it
Admitting the difficulty but moving forward
I burned all the notes that you left me
I destroyed the letters you wrote to me
But can't throw away the ashes
Yet, I can't discard the remnants of our past
I gave away all of your jackets
I gave away your clothing items
But can't throw away the patches
Yet, I can't let go of the memories attached to them
With a little help from my friends
Supported by friends, they'll stay with me until the end
They'll stick with me til the end
Friendship provides solace during difficulties
But none of them get me like you do
No one understands me like you do
I burned all the notes that you left me
I destroyed the letters you wrote to me
But can't throw away the ashes
Yet, I can't discard the remnants of our past
Cause they're all I have left of you
The ashes symbolize the only connection I have left with you
Cause they're all I have left of you
The ashes are the sole reminder of our relationship
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