Lyrics
I aint feeling myself now
Feeling disconnected from oneself or not being true to oneself.
Felt so full but with no tools to say how empty iam too
Having felt full or content but unable to express the emptiness felt inside.
I’m still hoping for something new
Still holding hope for something new in life.
For new faces, new mistakes
Desire for new experiences, new people, and new errors or regrets.
That I’ll be sorry for again
Anticipating making mistakes that will lead to regret.
For everyone I had to call one day a friend
Reflecting on losing friendships and feeling regretful about it.
The only thing that you knew was my name
Others only knew the speaker's name, lacking deeper understanding.
Never met who I am
Feeling misunderstood, as others never truly got to know the real person.
And that’s a shame
Expressing disappointment about others' lack of understanding.
And i still don’t know who’s the one to blame
Uncertain about assigning blame or responsibility for the situation.
So bye to those I called my friends
Saying goodbye to the friends the speaker once had.
You never remained or took care of my pain
Friends didn't stay or support the speaker during times of pain.
Maybe I wasnt innocent
Considering the possibility of not being entirely innocent in the situation.
Goodbye my friends I do deserve something
Feeling deserving of something more than what was received from friendships.
And now it rains
Metaphorically referring to a sad or challenging time (rain).
And the only thing you bring is loneliness
Others only bring loneliness or isolation into the speaker's life.
You misunderstood my temper and my pain
Others didn't understand the speaker's emotions or pain.
oh and now i be singing about you when you didnt even
Expressing disappointment in someone's lack of reciprocity in caring.
Never met who I am
Reiterating the feeling of being misunderstood and unknown by others.
And thats a shame
Continued disappointment about not being recognized for who the speaker truly is.
and i still dont know who’s the one to blame
Continued uncertainty about assigning blame or responsibility.
So bye to those I called my friend
Final farewell to those once considered friends.
Comment