Lyrics
Nothing to blame myself for
Expressing a lack of self-blame for a situation or experience.
Not letting you ruin me
Refusing to allow someone to negatively impact or control one's life.
To young to know your dark nature
Highlighting youth as a factor in not fully understanding the dark aspects of someone's character.
You have gone to far
Conveying disapproval that someone has crossed a boundary or exceeded acceptable limits.
Asking with bad grace you caught with no mercy
Describing a request made with a lack of politeness, and consequences faced without mercy.
I wept with pain
Expressing emotional pain through tears.
Fearing your dirty deeds
Expressing fear of the morally questionable actions of someone.
I suffer the pains of hell
Enduring intense suffering, likened to the pains of hell.
My tears didn't move your heart
Noting that tears shed did not evoke compassion or empathy.
I kept the secret locked in my mind
Keeping a secret concealed within the mind, possibly related to the pain and suffering mentioned earlier.
Suffering
Expressing ongoing suffering or hardship.
Crying
Describing the emotional response of crying, possibly continuing from line 11.
Lying
Acknowledging the act of lying, possibly in response to the situation described.
Screaming
Describing the act of screaming, possibly as a reaction to intense emotions or pain.
Growing up without malice
Growing up without malice, suggesting innocence or purity despite the challenges faced.
I saved my life and my soul
Claiming to have saved one's own life and soul, possibly through resilience and inner strength.
Now I'm the mistress of all my dreams
Asserting control over dreams, becoming the master or mistress of one's aspirations.
I promised but I didn't keep the secret
Admitting to breaking a promise of secrecy, possibly revealing the concealed secret from line 10.
I don't cry anymore I dream
Stating a shift from crying to dreaming, possibly indicating a positive transformation or healing.
I don't lie anymore I live
Claiming to have stopped lying and started living, suggesting personal growth and authenticity.
I don't scream anymore I sing
Indicating a transformation from screaming to singing, possibly signifying a positive emotional outlet.
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