Soh Cah Toa
Navigating Shadows: Macropinna's Poetic Odyssey of Liberation
Lyrics
Minutes wasted, meaning lost
Feeling of time being wasted with a loss of meaning
I've been chained by the grief you've caused
Feeling restrained and burdened by the pain caused by someone
Hours wasted, time abused
Time being misused and abused, resulting in suffering
I've been tortured by the moments I've misused
Experiencing torment due to regrettable moments
Like a stagnant transition state
Comparing oneself to a stagnant transition state, feeling emotionally numb
I'm so numb by the end of the day
Emotional numbness by the end of the day
Ride the Caltrian, spend time with friends
Engaging in activities like riding the Caltrian and spending time with friends but anticipating the end of Summer
But I'm just waiting for the Summer to end
Yearning for the end of Summer
Something's rotting
Sensing decay or negativity in one's surroundings
In my kitchen
Metaphorical mention of something decaying in the kitchen
And I've been starving
Expressing hunger for genuine and enjoyable experiences
For something real to enjoy
Feeling a disconnection as someone's touch fades away
And I feel your hands
Physical and emotional separation from someone
Loosen from mine
Experiencing the emotional coldness of someone's absence
And your warmth freezes
Feeling let down and disappointed repeatedly
And lets me down every time
Repetition of the theme of disappointment
You let me down every time
Continued expression of recurring letdown
Well, I occupied myself with temporary things
Engaging in temporary distractions to avoid the past
Left the past behind until it grew its own wings
The past becoming burdensome and developing a life of its own
Can I find where I belong once I'm finally alone?
Searching for a sense of belonging when alone
How can I distract myself on this long drive home?
Contemplating how to distract oneself during a long drive home
Staring out the window and I still can't sleep
Difficulty sleeping and introspection during the drive
I wish I could talk to you but you don't know what I need
Desire to communicate needs, but feeling misunderstood
I can see the coast to which I will soon say goodbye
Visualizing a farewell to a familiar coastline
I think I'll get out of the car and stop by one last time
Considering a final stop before saying goodbye
And I'll cartwheel into the sea
Symbolic act of freeing oneself by cartwheeling into the sea
I'll cartwheel into the sea
Repetition of the desire to be free and safe in the sea
And finally I'll be safe without you there
Achieving safety and liberation without the presence of someone
I'll cartwheel into the sea
Reiteration of the desire for freedom and safety through cartwheeling into the sea
I'll cartwheel into the sea
Repetition of the theme of seeking safety and freedom
And finally I'll be safe without you there
Continued expression of the desire for safety and liberation
I'll cartwheel into the sea
Repetition of the intention to find safety and freedom
I'll cartwheel into the sea
Continued desire to be safe and liberated without someone
And finally I'll be safe without you there
Repetition of the theme of seeking safety and freedom
I'll cartwheel into the sea
Continued expression of the desire for safety and liberation
I'll cartwheel into the sea
Reiteration of the intention to find safety and freedom
And finally I'll be safe without you there
Final expression of the desire for safety and liberation without someone's presence
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