Letter to Myself
Navigating Regret: A Soul's Journey Through Weight and Redemption
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I get lost behind the plot
I feel confused and overwhelmed by the storyline of my life
And I'm skinny with regret
I'm filled with remorse and guilt
And I barely breathe enough
I struggle to take in enough air, possibly due to stress or anxiety
And I'm swimming in the thoughts
I'm overwhelmed by thoughts and ideas that I haven't yet dealt with
That I haven't got to yet
I strive to rise above these thoughts and challenges
And I crane to rise above
I know you're waiting for me
I am aware that someone is expecting me
I know you'll still be there
I believe that this person will still be present despite my delays or struggles
I get weakened with the weight
The burden I carry weakens me
And I'm riddled with remorse
I'm plagued by feelings of regret and sorrow
And I spin, but not the rooms
I feel disoriented but not due to physical space
And I'm shamed to have to state
I feel ashamed to admit that I'm stuck or confined at the origin of my issues
That I'm bottled at the source
I struggle due to limitations in finding a solution or resolution
And I sputter on the fumes
I'm barely functioning, surviving on little
I know you're waiting for me
I am aware that someone is expecting me
I know you'll still be there
I believe that this person will still be present despite my delays or struggles
I know you're waiting for me
I know you'll still be there
I am aware that someone is expecting me
My mind is mute
I am unable to think or express myself
My nerves are numb
I feel emotionally numb
But still
I know you're waiting for me
I am aware that someone is expecting me
I know you'll still be there
I believe that this person will still be present despite my delays or struggles
I know you're waiting for me
I am aware that someone is expecting me
I know you'll still be there
I believe that this person will still be present despite my delays or struggles
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