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The river flows
The movement of life continues.
Dry behind your eyes
You're concealing your emotions; you don't show your sadness outwardly.
From what I know
Based on my understanding or experience.
That’s why you never cry
This is why tears don't come easily for you.
Many years ago, I was told
Recalling advice given in the past.
Never let your
Keep your defenses up.
Guard down always
Remain cautious and protected.
Stay in control
Maintain authority over your actions.
Always listen to your parents, never stray too far from what you know
Follow familiar paths and advice from parents to avoid harm.
Because you’ll get hurt by more than sticks or stones
Warnings about emotional pain beyond physical harm.
My mind is always feeling distant
Feeling detached or distant mentally.
And I don’t know how to feel
An uncertainty about one's emotional state.
Something feels like it is missing
Sensation of something missing.
And I can’t tell what it is
Unable to identify what exactly is absent.
But I can’t run from it
Avoidance isn't a solution.
I’ve been searching for longer
Continued quest or search for a prolonged period.
Then I’ve ever before
Longer than any previous searches.
But this searching's made me stronger
Despite the search, it has contributed to personal strength.
Won’t be searchin' for very much more
No longer seeking extensively.
I see that you won't wait for me
You won't wait for me to catch up.
Cause you act like my time is free
You don't value my time appropriately.
But it's worth much more than you think, you see
My time has more significance than you realize.
But I can’t run from it
Reiterating that avoidance isn't an option.
I can’t run from all of
Unable to escape.
The things that I’m afraid of
Facing fears directly.
You cant hide cause I’ll find all the pieces that you left behind
No matter how much you hide, I'll uncover the remnants of your past actions.
It’s all uncertain
A state of uncertainty prevails.
I can’t find what’s left of my mind.
An inability to find clarity within one's thoughts.
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