Lyrics
Do you know?
Expressing a question about awareness or understanding.
How it feels to always be on the outside?
Feeling consistently excluded or different from others.
Do you know?
Repeating the question, emphasizing the desire for comprehension.
If it's ok to never fit inside?
Questioning the acceptability of not conforming to societal norms.
I keep on speaking and speaking my mind
Expressing the act of continually expressing personal thoughts.
Why Do I even bother? If?
Questioning the purpose of expressing oneself if not understood.
You're not trying to understand me now
Noting a lack of effort to understand the speaker's perspective.
I don't know why I try
Expressing confusion or frustration about attempting to communicate.
Why? Do I keep speaking when no one is listening?
Questioning the motivation behind speaking when unheard.
I don't know why I keep trying and trying
Expressing uncertainty about persisting in futile efforts.
I don't know why it still gets to me when
Admitting vulnerability to external opinions despite knowing better.
I I really really shouldn't care
Acknowledging the irrationality of caring about others' opinions.
I know why
Claiming understanding of personal uniqueness from childhood.
I've always been different than the other kids
Highlighting artistic preferences that differ from peers.
I loved art. And they all fucking liked the same bullshit
Expressing frustration with conformity to mainstream interests.
I kept on speaking and spеaking my mind
Reiterating the persistence of expressing individual thoughts.
I will not even bother causе you are not ready to listen now
Deciding not to communicate further due to perceived lack of readiness to listen.
I will just go and find..
Expressing intent to seek understanding elsewhere.
Why? Do I keep speaking when no one is listening
Repeating the inquiry about speaking without an audience.
I don't know why I keep trying and trying
Expressing persistent efforts despite uncertainty.
I don't know why it stole get to me when
Admitting continued sensitivity to external judgments.
I I really really shouldn't care
Acknowledging the irrationality of caring despite awareness.
La, la la la la, la
Using vocalization to convey emotion or frustration.
La, la la la la, la
Repeating vocalization for emphasis.
Why? Did I keep speaking when no one was listening
Reflecting on past instances of speaking without an attentive audience.
I will not waste any of my time
Deciding not to invest time in unresponsive situations.
When I know that I can do the things I like with people I care
Choosing to engage in preferred activities with supportive individuals.
I, I I don't need any of you now
Declaring independence from the need for external validation.
La, la la la la, la
Repeating vocalization as a closing expression.
La, la la la la, la
Final repetition of vocalization, possibly signifying the end.
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