LOSING CONTROL
Struggling to Find My Way: The Turmoil Within
Lyrics
I'm losing control
I feel like I'm losing control of my life or emotions.
Can't let this go
I can't detach from this situation or feeling.
Everything I've known
Everything I believed or understood is untrue.
Is a lie
My reality is not what I thought it was.
I'm losing my focus
I'm struggling to concentrate or stay focused.
No one has even noticed
No one has recognized my inner turmoil.
That I'm just pretending that I'm fine
I'm pretending to be okay when I'm not.
I just wanna go home
I just want to return to a familiar and safe place.
Back to the place that I know
Returning to a place where I feel secure and understood.
Where everything will be alright
Hoping that everything will be okay in that familiar place.
I just wanna show it
I want to express my true feelings.
All the times I've noticed
Acknowledging the times when I've been aware of my struggles.
I'll spell it out
I will articulate my emotions clearly.
Word-for-word on the page
Expressing emotions explicitly, perhaps in writing.
(Page)
(Page) - Emphasizing the written expression of feelings.
Ohh I'm such a disgrace
Feeling ashamed or disappointed in myself.
Ohh I'm losing all faith
Losing faith or confidence in oneself.
In myself
Experiencing a decline in self-worth.
(Oouuu)
(Oouuu) - An emotional exclamation or cry.
Crying for help
Expressing a need for assistance or support.
Someone let me out of this hell
Desperately seeking relief from a difficult situation.
I'm screaming out loud, "Help"
Expressing a cry for help loudly.
"Help"
Repeated plea for assistance.
"Help"
-"Help"
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