Lyrics
These trust issues live in my pulse
Expressing that trust issues are deeply ingrained and affect the speaker's emotions.
Where’s the line between true and false
Questioning the boundary between what is genuine and what is deceitful.
Can’t stop from panicking
Feeling anxious and unable to control the panic related to trust issues.
Walls won’t let you see
Barriers or emotional walls prevent others from seeing the true emotions.
I can’t deal with all the faking
Expressing discomfort with insincerity and falsehood in relationships.
Gossips getting irritating
Being bothered by gossip that is becoming increasingly irritating.
Is this a normal thing
Questioning the normalcy of the situation related to trust issues.
If I’m real it kinda stings
Feeling hurt when genuine emotions are revealed, suggesting vulnerability.
You said this but did that
Highlighting the discrepancy between words spoken and actions taken by someone.
Knife in my back
Metaphorically expressing betrayal with a "knife in the back."
Now things are getting tense
Describing an escalation in tension and conflict in relationships.
You just left me for dead
Feeling abandoned and betrayed, left in a vulnerable state.
White flags to red
Symbolizing surrender or defeat through the transition from white flags to red.
Didn’t know I was playing defense
Realizing a defensive stance in a situation where the speaker wasn't aware of playing defense.
I don’t want to trust anymore anymore
Expressing a reluctance to trust again due to past betrayals.
Not falling for the games of back and forth back and forth
Refusing to be part of manipulative games in relationships.
Time of death December 12th 9:27 pm
Indicating a specific time associated with emotional pain and perhaps a traumatic event.
Paranoid of being left out
Feeling anxious about being excluded from social circles.
Even more of being let down
Expressing fear of disappointment from others.
What about honesty
Raising the question of the importance of honesty in relationships.
Why are you being shady
Questioning the sincerity of someone's actions and motives.
I don’t want to trust anymore anymore
Reiterating the reluctance to trust again due to past experiences.
Not falling for the games of back and forth back and forth
Refusing to engage in the repetitive cycle of relationship games.
No more making up the truth
Rejecting the fabrication of truth in relationships.
I won’t take one more excuse
Refusing to accept any more excuses for deceptive behavior.
I don’t want to trust anymore anymore
Reiterating the reluctance to trust again due to past betrayals.
Building up my castle brick by brick
Symbolizing the cautious construction of emotional defenses.
And the last thing I want to do is let someone else in
Expressing a reluctance to allow others into the speaker's emotional fortress.
Cause you thought I wouldn’t find out
Addressing a situation where someone underestimated the speaker's perceptiveness.
You’re not allowed inside now
Denying entry to someone who betrayed trust.
You said this but did that
Reiterating the discrepancy between words and actions by someone.
Knife in my back
Metaphorically expressing a sense of betrayal with a "knife in the back."
Now things are getting tense
Describing an escalation in tension and conflict in relationships.
You just left me for dead
Feeling abandoned and betrayed, left in a vulnerable state.
White flags to red
Symbolizing surrender or defeat through the transition from white flags to red.
Didn’t know I was playing defense
Realizing a defensive stance in a situation where the speaker wasn't aware of playing defense.
I don’t want to trust anymore anymore
Expressing a reluctance to trust again due to past betrayals.
Not falling for the games of back and forth back and forth
Refusing to be part of manipulative games in relationships.
No more making up the truth
Rejecting the fabrication of truth in relationships.
I won’t take one more excuse
Refusing to accept any more excuses for deceptive behavior.
I don’t want to trust anymore anymore
Reiterating the reluctance to trust again due to past betrayals.
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