Lyrics
I don’t think that I can pick myself up off this floor
I feel unable to lift myself from the emotional pain I'm experiencing.
There’s a pain in my chest that cannot be ignored
I have a persistent, undeniable pain in my chest.
I’m breaking for the why and from the how
I am breaking down, seeking answers for why and how this happened.
Inside I am screaming but don’t make a sound
Internally, I am distressed, but I am keeping it silent on the outside.
Now all I want to do is be close to you
My desire now is to be close to someone, likely for emotional support.
I am coming clean
I am being honest and confessing my feelings.
Giving up to be safe in your arms
I am surrendering and seeking safety in someone's embrace.
Where light meets dark
Referencing a moment of contrast or conflict, where light and dark intersect.
You come through Jesus
A reference to finding solace or help through a spiritual figure, Jesus.
Bringing beauty from this mess I’ve made
Hoping for redemption and beauty to emerge from the mistakes I've made.
Pretend laughs and tear stained eyes have become my new pace
My laughter is forced, and my eyes show signs of crying, indicating emotional pain.
Is it obvious that I have not slept for days
An acknowledgment of sleepless nights, suggesting emotional turmoil.
I don’t understand your will or your ways
Expressing confusion or difficulty understanding divine will or plans.
And I’m lacking perseverance and faith
Admitting a lack of perseverance and faith in facing challenges.
Now all I want to do is be close to you
Reiteration of the desire to be close to someone for comfort.
I am coming clean
Continuing to be open and honest about my feelings.
Giving up to be safe in your arms
Choosing to surrender for the sake of safety in a comforting embrace.
Where light meets dark
Reiterating the contrast between light and dark in a significant moment.
You come through Jesus
Reaffirming the reliance on spiritual support from Jesus.
Bringing beauty from this mess I’ve made
Repeating the hope for beauty to arise from the mess I've created.
I wanna feel safe
Expressing a deep desire for a sense of security and safety.
The only way out is coming to grips that I have to live with the truth
Acknowledging the necessity of accepting and living with an uncomfortable truth.
It’s deeper than fake much more than a game and choices I cannot undo
Recognizing the complexity and seriousness beyond superficiality and games.
But I’m gonna face this cold and dark place till every secrets in view
Determined to confront and reveal every hidden aspect in a challenging situation.
Even when I don’t know what else to do
Even in uncertainty, I will rely on a consistent source of support.
My rock bottom always leads me back to you
In times of despair, I find strength and guidance returning to a stable foundation.
Now all I want to do is be close to you
Repeating the desire to be close to someone for comfort and support.
I am coming clean
Continuing to be open and honest about my emotions.
Giving up to be safe in your arms
Choosing surrender as a means of finding safety in a comforting embrace.
Where light meets dark
Reiterating the contrast between light and dark in significant moments.
No place I’d rather be than with you here
Expressing a preference for being with someone in difficult times.
When I don’t know what’s next
In moments of uncertainty, acknowledging the trust in a higher power.
I will trust you know best
Believing in the wisdom and guidance of a higher power in uncertain situations.
You come through Jesus
Reaffirming the reliance on spiritual support from Jesus.
Bringing beauty from this mess I’ve made
Repeating the hope for beauty to arise from the mess I've created.
You are safe
Affirming a sense of security and safety in the presence of the mentioned spiritual figure.
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