Lyrics
Carpet under my feet
Feeling stable and grounded but struggling to maintain cleanliness or orderliness in life.
I've been trying hard to keep it clean
Persistently working hard to maintain order or control in one's life.
Maybe I should just go back to sleep, back to sleep
Considering withdrawing from reality or responsibilities by escaping into sleep.
Map on the wall above my bed
A map representing destinations or aspirations placed visibly in the room.
cll of the places I've never been
Listing places never visited, implying unfulfilled desires or dreams.
Sometimes I close my eyes and pretend
Using imagination to create a temporary escape from reality.
I'M MILES cWcY FROM HERE
Feeling emotionally distant from the current environment.
WHERE NOBODY KNOWS WHO I cM
Desiring anonymity or a sense of being unknown.
THREE, TWO, ONE DIScPPEcR
Expressing a desire to disappear or be unnoticed.
BUT I'M STILL cLONE, STUCK cT HOME, IN MY ROOM
Despite physical presence, feeling isolated and confined within one's own space.
Call me lonely call me sad
Openness to being labeled as lonely or sad.
That I'm ungrateful for what I have
Acknowledging the potential for ingratitude despite having things in life.
But I guess it's really not that bad, not that bad
Recognizing the situation might not be terrible despite acknowledging personal struggles.
Books stacked high upon the ground
Books symbolizing a source of comfort or familiarity.
c little normal calms me down
Finding solace in routine or familiar things.
Yeah I might be okay or I might freak out
Uncertainty about emotional stability, fluctuating between being fine and feeling overwhelmed.
I'M MILES cWcY FROM HERE
Continuing to feel emotionally distanced from the current location or situation.
WHERE NOBODY KNOWS WHO I cM
Desiring anonymity or a sense of being unknown, reiterating the desire for escape.
THREE, TWO, ONE DIScPPEcR
Expressing the wish to vanish or not be noticed despite physical presence.
BUT I'M STILL cLONE, STUCK cT HOME, IN MY ROOM
Reiterating the feeling of isolation and confinement within one's own space.
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