Lyrics
I remember I was young
I recall a time when I was young
I was so innocent
I was pure and guileless
Dreaming of my life, what It could be, I played pretend
Dreaming about my future, imagining possibilities, engaging in make-believe
Suddenly all I heard was dissonant
Suddenly, all I could hear was discordant sounds
This was the start of my descent
This marked the beginning of my decline
Misfortune defining my whole life
Unfortunate events shaping my entire existence
Where is the sense in all of this
Questioning the logic or meaning behind it all
Reaper take my sacrifice
Addressing a grim force, perhaps fate, asking for a sacrifice
Am I fading now, away
Contemplating if I am gradually disappearing or if I am bound to endure
Or am I doomed and forced to stay
Questioning whether I have a choice in my fate
Always a stranger to this world
Feeling like a perpetual outsider in this world
I wanna leave ´cause I’m always torn apart
Expressing a desire to escape due to constant emotional pain
Am I leaving now, decay
Wondering if I am departing now, succumbing to decay
I’ll be gone by the morning rays
Anticipating departure by the morning light
I keep my eyes wide shut and sway
Keeping my eyes closed and swaying, possibly avoiding reality
´cause am I fading now, away
Reiterating the uncertainty of fading away
The past few months have been even worse
Reflecting on recent months that have been particularly challenging
Everything’s against me
Feeling a sense of opposition from everything
In the whole universe
Experiencing adversity on a universal scale
The path I follow is burning in destruction
Following a destructive path that is in flames
Broken bones caused a world of corruption
Attributing brokenness to the cause of a corrupted world
Misfortune defining my whole life
Reiterating that misfortune defines existence
Where is the sense in all of this,
Questioning the rationale behind the challenges faced
Reaper take me now
Urgently requesting the reaper to take action
Now I'm gonna withdraw from my life
Deciding to withdraw from life
Will I go to hell or to paradise?
Pondering whether the afterlife will be hell or paradise
Or will i fuck up even that, like everything else, so that I survive?
Expressing doubt about success and survival in any scenario
Now i'm gonna withdraw from my life
Repeating the decision to withdraw
Will I go to hell or to paradise?
Reiterating the uncertainty of the afterlife
Or will I fuck up even that, like everything else, so that I survive?
Expressing the fear of messing up even in the afterlife
I’ll fuck it up
Explicitly acknowledging a potential failure
I’m fading away
Confirming the process of fading away
I keep my eyes shut and sway
Continuing to shut my eyes and sway in a state of detachment
Until I’m nothing more than a memory
Describing a gradual transformation into nothing but a memory
Am I doomed and forced to stay
Questioning whether I am destined to remain, unable to escape
I am fading now, away
Affirming the ongoing process of fading away
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