Lyrics
It's happening again staring at The face
Experiencing a recurring situation while observing someone's expression.
Nothing really makes sense
Nothing seems logically coherent or understandable.
It's happening again
Reiteration of the recurring situation.
Skirt by spikes like the 8th Mega Man
Feeling protected but with a rough exterior resembling a video game character (Mega Man).
Trapped in a bubble on my way
Feeling confined or limited in progress while heading towards personal goals.
To the clouds and my friends (Ready up)
Heading towards dreams and companionship (possibly metaphorical) while preparing oneself.
Pew! Storm the skies till dawn
Embarking on a journey with determination and intensity ("Ready up").
Sunlight no match against the horizon
The power of positivity or hope doesn’t match the overwhelming challenges.
They be sayin' I was meant to vibrant
Others expect a lively, energetic nature from the speaker.
But I feel so grayscale when I look online
Feeling emotionally detached or dull when engaging with online content.
And I feel grayscale
Reiteration of feeling emotionally detached or dull.
When I think how I was spoiled
Reflecting on being pampered or overly indulged.
With a pocket of time
A period in the past where the speaker had the freedom to be innocent and carefree.
Where I could run innocent
Recalling the ability to enjoy and find humor in things without internal conflict.
And laugh at the meaningless
Enjoying life without conflicting thoughts or feelings.
With no cognitive dissonance (Ooh ooh)
Experiencing no internal conflict or discomfort.
Fresh ear sеnsitive to the sibilance
Sensitive to new sounds or information.
I don't know if this
Uncertainty about the emotional state, unsure if it's sadness or apathy.
Is sadnеss or indifference
Confusion about feeling sad or indifferent.
But the daylight sounds like a
Comparing the sound of daylight to a crashing cymbal, possibly indicating discomfort or disturbance.
Cymbal when it hit's
An expression of confusion or astonishment about the world's state while outside.
When I'm outside I'm like "what
Expressing confusion or shock about events happening in the external world.
The fuck is going on?"
When indoors, the situation seems even more distressing or troubling.
When I'm inside most times it's worse
Feeling immobilized or unable to act due to the distressing nature of the world.
But I'm paralyzed by the ways
Feeling overwhelmed or unable to move due to the troubled state of the world.
Of a tainted earth (Ah, Oh)
The speaker's paralysis due to the unsettling aspects of the world.
Its all in my head
Questioning the reality of their experiences, possibly acknowledging mental struggles.
Sometimes I cry like "what the
Expressing emotional distress and confusion about the state of affairs.
Fuck is going on?"
Struggling to contain emotions, leading to increased internal turmoil.
When I hold it in, each crash is worse
Suppressing emotions worsens the internal turmoil experienced.
But I'm paralyzed by the ways
The overwhelming impact of the troubled world, causing immobilization or inaction.
Of a tainted earth
The speaker's feeling of being unable to move or act due to the troubled nature of the world.
Is it all in my head?
Questioning whether the distressing situation is a creation of the mind.
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