My Joy
Embracing the Pain: Maiden Seoul's Journey of Joy and Resilience
Lyrics
Every day I wait here
Expressing anticipation or longing for something each day.
Thinking life is fine
Reflecting a positive perspective on life, believing everything is going well.
I'm on top of the world
Feeling a sense of accomplishment or happiness, being at the peak of one's emotional state.
I imagine to be mine
Imagining possessing or achieving something desirable.
Some light peeps through
Even in challenging times, there's a glimmer of hope or positivity.
Even when I draw the blinds
Suggesting the ability to control external influences, such as negativity.
Your mistakes don't hurt me
Viewing mistakes in a positive light, as they strengthen the bond or love.
They make me love you more
Adversities don't diminish love but enhance it.
I look out to the darkness
Contemplating challenges or difficult times, yet maintaining passion or enthusiasm.
We are still on fire
Despite challenges, the relationship remains vibrant or intense.
Someday we'll show everyone that we were good
Believing in the potential to prove critics wrong and demonstrate goodness.
Everyone believes I'm sad
Public perception is contrary to internal feelings, acknowledging a hidden joy.
But I know I can't help but enjoy the pain
Acknowledging the paradox of finding pleasure in pain.
Will you follow me someday
Pondering if others will join in a challenging journey or experience.
I can't chase my fears away
Struggling to overcome personal fears while pursuing a connection with someone.
And chase you as well
The difficulty of pursuing both personal growth and a relationship simultaneously.
Who knew my joy belonged
Reflecting on the unexpected source of happiness or fulfillment.
Alarming thoughts
Experiencing worrisome thoughts, possibly related to the relationship.
They flood my mind when I'm with you
Feeling overwhelmed by negative thoughts when in the presence of a specific person.
Does this mean that I should leave you
Questioning the appropriateness of staying in the relationship despite doubts.
Even though I can't
Feeling trapped or unable to leave the relationship despite uncertainties.
Was I as good as I had exercised
Reflecting on one's own performance and questioning its adequacy.
Will you try to be here with me when I'm low
Wondering if the person will provide support during low moments.
I don't need you, I want you
Emphasizing a desire for the person, not just a need, and the complexity of the relationship.
No one understands
Feeling misunderstood by others due to the complexity or depth of the relationship.
We are abstruse, we are everything they want
Acknowledging the enigmatic nature of the relationship, contrasting with societal expectations.
Everyone believes I'm sad
Reiteration of the discrepancy between external perception and internal emotions.
But I know I can't help but enjoy the pain
Repeating the paradox of finding joy in pain, accepting it as part of the experience.
Will you follow me someday
Revisiting the theme of inviting someone to join in a challenging journey.
I can't chase my fears away
Acknowledging the struggle to overcome personal fears while maintaining a connection.
And chase you as well
Repeating the challenge of balancing personal growth and relationship pursuits.
Who knew my joy belonged
Reflecting on the unexpected source of joy and fulfillment, bringing the narrative full circle.
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