catharsis
Lost Love Echoes: Maja Matusiak's Cathartic Journey
Lyrics
I think I'm losing myself
I feel like I'm losing my sense of self.
It's really nothing
I'm going through a difficult time, but it may seem insignificant to others.
I tried to call you
I attempted to reach out to you.
Your phone is broken
Your phone is not working; I couldn't connect with you.
I really tried to be with you
I sincerely tried to be in a relationship with you.
But it didn't work out
Our relationship didn't succeed.
You said you won't wait for me
You mentioned that you won't wait for me.
I said it's nothing, that I don't care
I pretended that it doesn't bother me and that I don't care.
And then I smash a wall with my head
I express my frustration by physically hitting a wall with my head.
I told you I love you and you said okay
I confessed my love, and you responded with indifference.
Your concern left the chat when I cried
Your concern disappeared when I cried.
Wait for me, please
I'm asking for your patience and understanding.
Wait for me, please
Repetition emphasizes the plea for waiting.
Wait for me, please
Repetition continues, underlining the urgency of the request.
Wait for me, please
Repetition reinforces the importance of waiting for me.
Cause every time I look in the sky
Every time I look at the sky, I believe you hold me in your thoughts.
I know I'm in your heart
Assurance that the speaker is remembered in the other person's heart.
Cause every time I look into your eyes
When I gaze into your eyes, I see a sparkle or positivity.
I see the shine
The eyes convey a positive emotion or connection.
I won't tell you where I'm going tonight
I choose not to disclose my whereabouts tonight, fearing your disapproval.
I'm scared that you will be mad
There's anxiety about your potential reaction to my actions.
I said it's nothing, that I don't care
I reiterate that I don't care to mask my emotional turmoil.
And then I smash a wall with my head
A repetition of expressing frustration through self-harm.
I told you I love you and you said okay
Repetition of confessing love with a response of indifference.
Your concern left the chat when I cried
Your concern vanished when I needed support.
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