Lyrics
It's hard to keep on going when it just
Struggling to persist when the effort seems unrewarding
Never feels worth it and I'm done
Feeling finished with pretending
Playing pretend when I don't have a reason to keep on pushing
Not having a motivation to continue pushing forward
When all I really want to know
Desire to understand if the effort will lead to success
Is if this will all pay off
Questioning whether the struggle will result in a payoff
Oh, I just don't know
Expressing uncertainty about the outcome
I just don't know
-If oh, am I a fool
Doubting oneself and questioning potential foolishness
Is this still worth it
Questioning if the endeavor is still worthwhile
Lying awake at night
Difficulty sleeping, contemplating the situation
Should we keep this alive
Debating whether to maintain something
Oh, I just don't know
Continued uncertainty about the situation
I just don't know
-So what's the point in trying when I'm just
Feeling disregarded and insignificant
Left out, forgotten in the dust
Sense of being left behind, unnoticed, and abandoned
I'll stay here waiting, hoping, someday you'll find us
Remaining hopeful for eventual recognition
Oh, I just don't know
Reiterating uncertainty about the situation
I just don't know
-If oh, am I a fool
Self-doubt and questioning foolishness again
Is it still worth it
Reassessing if the pursuit is still valuable
This feeling every night
Experiencing a recurring feeling or emotion every night
It won't take me alive
Resisting the negative emotions or circumstances
Oh, I just don't know
Repeating uncertainty and lack of clarity about the situation
I just don't know
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