Lyrics
Everyone around me looks so happy
Observation of others appearing happy contrasts with personal feelings of loneliness.
Why do I feel feel so lonely
Expressing a sense of loneliness despite the apparent happiness of those around.
Throw myself into the river
An imagery of desperation, contemplating drastic actions like throwing oneself into the river.
It's hard to spent
Difficulty in spending time alone.
Time by myself
Struggling with solitude and seeking a distraction, possibly through music.
Grab a guitar let's get jamming
Suggesting a desire to engage in musical activities with a guitar.
Play the tune that we've been planning
Planning to play a specific musical tune.
Spin a record, we'll go dancing
Proposing the idea of dancing together while listening to a record.
I feel so good when I'm next to him
Feeling positive emotions when in the company of someone special.
There was a time when I needed you
Reflecting on a past time when the person felt a need for someone.
Didn't know what else to do
Uncertain about what to do when in need, possibly referring to seeking support.
Shined a flashlight, you looked alright
Using a flashlight metaphorically to inspect someone's condition and finding them okay.
I hope that I didn't suck you dry
Concern about not exhausting or burdening the other person emotionally.
Finding reasons not to like you
Actively searching for reasons not to like the person, possibly to protect oneself emotionally.
Shouldn't miss you like I do
Expressing the unexpected longing for the person despite efforts to avoid it.
Cold october, 4 leaf clover
Referencing a specific time (Cold October, 4 leaf clover) where things become challenging.
It's getting hard to put it away
Struggling to put something away, possibly emotions or memories.
I could be your vampire boyfriend
Introducing the concept of being a "vampire boyfriend," suggesting a metaphorical thirst for connection.
I'll drink your blood and be your vampire boyfriend
Continuation of the vampire metaphor, expressing a desire for a deeper connection through metaphorical blood-drinking.
You love it when I'm mean
Acknowledging the enjoyment of a certain level of intensity or conflict in the relationship.
You always make a scene
Noting a tendency to create drama or tension in the relationship.
Gazing over the bedcovers
Observing the partner over the bedcovers, suggesting intimacy.
I wish that we could stay here all day
Expressing a desire for prolonged closeness.
Did you mean it when you said
Seeking clarity on the sincerity of a statement regarding the nature of the relationship.
That we'll never be more than friends
Questioning the possibility of the relationship evolving beyond friendship.
Put the cat back in the bag
Metaphorically suggesting containment or control, possibly in the context of emotions.
You've never been a means to an end
Acknowledging the person's value beyond being a means to an end.
I could be your vampire boyfriend
Reiteration of the desire to be a vampire boyfriend, emphasizing a unique and intense connection.
I'll drink your blood and be your vampire boyfriend
Continued expression of the desire to deepen the connection through the metaphor of drinking blood.
If you're smart you will stay away
Warning to stay away, possibly due to the intensity or complexity of the relationship.
Stay away
Reiteration of the warning to stay away.
I'll drink your blood if you don't stay away
Repeating the idea of drinking blood if the person doesn't stay away, suggesting consequences for ignoring the warning.
Why won't you stay away?
Expressing frustration or confusion about the person not staying away despite the warning.
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