Lyrics
Regardless of what you put me through
Expressing resilience despite facing challenges from the other person.
I always come back to you
Highlighting a pattern of returning to the person despite difficulties.
Hoping somehow you would change
Desiring a positive change in the other person while acknowledging uncertainty.
but life already found our fate
Recognizing that destiny or circumstances have already determined the outcome.
Close to my recovery
Near the end of a recovery process, gaining clarity about the reality.
Realizing the truth in front of me
Coming to terms with the truth that was previously unclear.
Gave up, would of done about anything, but you can't say the same
Accepting defeat after making significant efforts, contrasting with the other person's indifference.
Two missed calls still no response
Expressing disappointment at not receiving a response despite attempts to communicate.
Trying to be stronger than i was
Striving to be emotionally stronger than before.
Wander where you are tonight
Wondering about the other person's whereabouts during a moment of emotional detachment.
Soon i wont even care
Anticipating a future state where the emotional attachment fades away.
You will never be
Affirming that the other person will never meet the expectations.
who I want you to
Emphasizing the unattainable ideal the person fails to fulfill.
oh I guess I gotta go ahead
Accepting the need to move on and find someone new.
find somebody new
Acknowledging the inevitability of seeking a different connection.
you will never be
Reiterating the impossibility of the other person meeting expectations.
who I want you to
Reflecting on the futility of rebuilding expectations for the other person.
oh I guess I built you up again
Realizing the repetitiveness of elevating the person who consistently falls short.
the only thing I knew
Identifying the limited knowledge and understanding about the person.
Afraid I won't find love again
Fearing the difficulty of finding love again after this experience.
No matter how I try to pretend that you were right
Admitting the struggle to deny the other person's correctness in the past.
My heart can hear my lies
Acknowledging self-deception and internal conflict.
I keep playing back all of our memories
Continuously replaying shared memories despite their painful nature.
Lost in the past
Feeling trapped in the memories of the past, unable to move forward.
thought you were the one for me
Previously believed the person was the ideal match.
I would've done it all for you
Expressing a willingness to make sacrifices for the other person.
wouldve done it all for you everytime
Reiterating the readiness to make sacrifices repeatedly.
Lost count of all the times ive cried
Indicating a high frequency of emotional distress.
Lost count of all the times you've lied
Highlighting the numerous instances of dishonesty from the other person.
Don't recognize you in those eyes
Not recognizing the person's true self in their eyes.
Close to my recovery
Reiterating the proximity to recovery and self-realization.
Realizing the truth in front of me
Acknowledging the newfound understanding of the truth.
Gave up, would of done about anything, but you can't say the same
Accepting defeat after exhausting all efforts, contrasting with the other person's lack of effort.
You will never be
Affirming that the other person will never meet the expectations.
who I want you to
Emphasizing the unattainable ideal the person fails to fulfill.
oh I guess I gotta go ahead
Accepting the need to move on and find someone new.
find somebody new
Acknowledging the inevitability of seeking a different connection.
you will never be
Reiterating the impossibility of the other person meeting expectations.
who I want you to
Reflecting on the futility of rebuilding expectations for the other person.
oh I guess I built you up again
Realizing the repetitiveness of elevating the person who consistently falls short.
the only thing I knew
Identifying the limited knowledge and understanding about the person.
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