Heart Attack
Navigating Heartbreak: A Journey of Self-Discovery and Redemption
Lyrics
I just needed a reminder
I needed a reminder
So I wrote it over every single thing that I own
I expressed this need by writing it on all my belongings
I made it far enough to find her
I progressed far enough to find her
But will I ever be a big enough man to take her home
Questioning if I'm mature enough to have a serious relationship
I cut her off for the weekend
I distanced myself from her temporarily
Cause I can't even handle you and me when I'm home
Struggling to manage our relationship even when I'm home
And if she doesn't feel complete then
If she doesn't feel fulfilled, I might as well be a stranger
I can go ahead and wish I'm someone she's never known
Wishing to be someone she's never known
You see the regret in my weary eyes
Regret evident in my tired eyes
I'm sick from lies
Suffering from deception
You live in pieces in your second life
Living fragmented in a second life
You miss your mind
Missing your own sanity
It's time for me to leave
Deciding to leave
I'm now feeling diseased
Feeling emotionally unwell now
Cause in the next few weeks I will be fighting through all my troubles
Anticipating a struggle in the coming weeks
It's hard for me to just pick up and leave
Difficulty in abruptly leaving
Cause in the next few weeks I will be fighting through all my troubles
Anticipating challenges ahead
Moving on to a new life, and I forgot about every single person I know
Moving on to a new life, forgetting everyone
It's so sad
Expressing sadness
We won't think twice
Deciding not to reconsider
Just call it off, fold, pack a bad, and head on home
Ending the relationship and returning home
You miss your mind
Reiteration of missing one's mind
You miss yourself
Missing oneself
You miss your family and your mental health
Missing family and mental well-being
The kids are getting older
Children growing older
The family has grown
Family expanding
You look at your life now and your mind is blown
Reflecting on life, amazed by its changes
Don't play with forever
Caution against playing with eternal commitments
You did it from the start
Regret for not being steadfast from the beginning
I once was so strong
Former strength replaced by heartache
Attacked by my own heart
Attacked emotionally by one's own feelings
You miss your mind
Repetition of missing one's mind
You miss yourself now
Repetition of missing oneself
You miss your family
Repetition of missing family
You miss your mind
Repetition of missing one's mind
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