Symphony of Tourette
Symphony of Tourette: Unveiling the Chaotic Silence
Lyrics
Stutter stutter says the little boy
The boy has a speech impediment characterized by stuttering.
I want to blow a hole in my head
Expresses a desire for relief or escape from inner turmoil, possibly suicidal thoughts.
I swear what this world wants to hear
There's a desire to express something genuine and truthful to the world.
Trapped in what we know as truth syndrome
Feeling confined or restricted by societal norms or accepted beliefs.
Stutter stutter silence no friend
The silence that follows the stuttering isn't supportive or friendly.
Childern can be cruel she said
Referring to someone's cruelty toward the speaker due to their condition.
So I smashed her in the fucking head
Violent reaction, possibly a figurative expression of retaliation or anger against cruelty.
Sorry dear that's the nature of Tourette
Apology for the aggressive response, attributing it to the uncontrollable nature of Tourette syndrome.
Stutter stutter nothing else but me
The stutter is an integral part of the speaker's identity.
I twitch and turn while underneath
Physical movements or tics accompanying the stuttering.
My contemporaries are so in control
Feeling out of sync or different from others who seem composed.
Fuck you fuck you I grunt and groan
Expressing anger or frustration outwardly.
Stutter stutter can't keep it no more
The speaker can no longer suppress the stuttering.
Children can be cruel she said
Reiteration of someone's cruelty toward the speaker.
So I smashed her in the fucking head
Repetition of the violent reaction, possibly symbolizing the ongoing struggle with anger.
Sorry dear that's the nature of Tourette
Reiterating the apology for the aggressive response due to Tourette syndrome.
Stutter stutter are your eyes closed
Questioning whether others truly understand or empathize with the speaker's condition.
You know a hole through which you can fall
A metaphorical reference to feeling lost or disconnected, with no anchor to hold onto.
But I can't even be bothered to hang on
Feeling apathetic or detached from the struggle, unable to muster the energy to continue.
When you're this numb news don't register
Being emotionally numb to significant news or events.
I just opened my eyes
A realization or awakening after a period of emotional detachment.
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