Better Than Nothing
Embracing Imperfection: Finding Comfort in Life's Contradictions
Lyrics
I don't want to have to build this
I prefer not to build this.
I don't want to have to fit in
I prefer not to conform or adapt.
I don't want to have to need someone
I prefer not to depend on someone, but I do.
but I do..
Despite my preference, I find myself needing someone.
I don't want to have to attract boys
I don't want to attract boys.
I don't want to have to be here
I prefer not to be in this situation or place.
I don't want to have to eat to fill a hole
I don't want to eat to fill an emotional void.
but I do..
Despite my preference, I find myself doing so.
But it's better than nothing at all
Choosing this situation is better than having nothing at all.
But it's better than nothing at all
Reiterating that settling for this is better than having nothing.
I don't want to have to be angry at you
I don't want to be angry with you.
I don't want to have to blame it on my father
I don't want to attribute blame to my father.
I don't want to feel sick around you
I don't want to feel unwell or uncomfortable around you.
but I do..
Despite my preference, I find myself feeling sick around you.
I don't want to ever fall in love
I don't want to fall in love ever.
I don't want to feel so insecure
I don't want to feel insecure.
I don't want to have to write this to explain
I don't want to explain myself through writing.
Still I do
Nevertheless, I find myself doing so.
This feels better than nothing at all
Despite the challenges, this situation is better than having nothing at all.
This feels better than nothing at all..
Reiterating that the current state is preferable to having nothing.
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