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I'm reliving what you did to me
I'm recalling the harm you inflicted on me
And I-I'll get over it eventually
I'll eventually overcome the pain
But for now
Currently, I need to discover a way to return to being myself
I've gotta find a way to be
To regain my identity
Me again
To find solace and feel alive again
To breathe again
To breathe freely once more
And I know it's not my fault
I acknowledge it's not my fault
And you're the one to blame
You're the one responsible
But I'm not the same
Despite the trauma, I've changed
No I'm not the same
I'm no longer the same person
You act like you did nothing wrong
You deny any wrongdoing
But we both know what went on
We both understand the truth
I said no and I pushed you away
I resisted and pushed you away
But you did it anyway
Despite my refusal, you persisted
I know that I'm not perfect
Acknowledging my imperfections
But I don't think that I deserved it
I don't believe I deserved such treatment
I don't think I deserved it
I emphasize that I didn't deserve it
Two years later and the wounds ain't gone
Even after two years, the emotional wounds persist
But I know
I recognize the healing process, finding support
They're healing cause I'm not alone
Assured that healing is happening as I'm not alone
And I know
I'm confident he would never harm me like you did
He would never put his hands on me
Referencing the contrasting behavior of a new relationship
The way you did
Describing the harmful actions from the past
The way you did
Reiterating the negative impact of past actions
And I know it's not my fault
Reaffirming that blame doesn't lie with me
And you're the one to blame
Reiterating that responsibility rests with you
But I'm not the same
Despite the trauma, I've changed
No I'm not the same
I'm no longer the same person
You act like you did nothing wrong
You deny any wrongdoing
But we both know what went on
We both understand the truth
I said no and I pushed you away
I resisted and pushed you away
But you did it anyway
Despite my refusal, you persisted
I know that I'm not perfect
Acknowledging my imperfections
But I don't think that I deserved it
I don't believe I deserved such treatment
Yeah I'm not the same
Emphasizing the lasting impact of the experience
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