Lyrics
Don't just run away from me
Expressing a plea or request for someone not to distance themselves.
Is what you said a month ago when the rush is at its peak
Recalling a previous statement about not running away during challenging times.
Won't you just stop talking to me
Desiring a break from communication.
When the summertime is over
Referencing the end of summer and the possibility of finding a new companion.
and you found someone to keep you company?
Questioning if the person has found someone else.
I don't mind the radio static
Expressing acceptance or indifference towards disturbances, possibly in the relationship.
And the loudness in our silence
Acknowledging the tension or noise in the silence between them.
When we had our first fight in the car
Reflecting on a past argument in a car.
I never understood the concept of love
Confessing a lack of understanding regarding the concept of love.
But if it's this then what the fuck did I get myself in
Expressing confusion or regret about being involved in the described situation.
Intimate, innocent
Describing initial perceptions of love as intimate and innocent.
Is what I thought love would be until
Contrasting previous beliefs about love with a harsh reality.
You took it all from me
Suggesting that the partner has taken something essential from the speaker.
And I don't know who I am anymore
Repeating a sense of loss and confusion about identity.
Anymore
-Anymore
-Anymore
-How can I bring back all the things i've lost
Pondering the possibility of recovering what has been lost.
Been zoning out and feeling low
Describing a state of distraction and low mood.
Inside of the third aisle at a 7-11 just below my apartment
Specifically locating a moment of feeling low at a 7-11.
I'm walking in circles just to buy a little thing
Engaging in repetitive actions to cope with emotional distress.
And I don't even like pickles it feels like a fever dream
Expressing discomfort or surreal feelings in mundane situations.
And I still wait for you every time the fucking chime rings
Waiting for the person despite challenges and negative emotions.
I don't mind the radio static
Reiterating acceptance of disturbances, possibly highlighting resilience.
And the turbulence of our pasts
Acknowledging the turbulence in their shared history.
I've learned to find the rush inside the pain
Finding excitement or thrill within painful experiences.
I never understood the concept of love
Repeating a lack of comprehension about love.
But if it's this then what the fuck did I get myself in
Echoing confusion or regret about involvement in the relationship.
Intimate, innocent
Recalling an initial belief in love as intimate and innocent.
Is what I thought love would be until
Reiterating a shift from innocent perceptions to a harsh reality.
You took it all from me
Implying a loss of self and identity due to the partner.
And I don't know who I am anymore
Repeating the theme of not knowing oneself anymore.
Anymore
-Anymore
-Anymore
-I'm used to staring at meadows
Expressing familiarity with contemplative or peaceful scenes.
I'm just trying to hide emotion
Trying to conceal or suppress emotions.
'Til I found out that I'm not the only one
Realizing that the speaker is not the only one with certain emotions.
I thought I was special
Discovering a sense of uniqueness shattered.
Built so precious like metal
Perceiving oneself as valuable but realizing a mental struggle.
Turns out I've gone mental
Acknowledging a mental or emotional challenge in a specific context.
in the backseat of your car
Referencing a significant or impactful moment in the relationship.
I don't mind the radio static
Reiterating acceptance of disturbances, this time associated with a montage.
And the montage of the summertime
Highlighting a collection of memories during the summer, possibly emphasizing nostalgia.
It's purely just platonic because
Clarifying that the relationship is purely platonic, removing romantic aspects.
Intimate, innocent
Recalling previous beliefs about the frequency or intensity of love.
I used to think the frequency of love was high for me
Expressing a change in perception due to negative experiences.
Until the sibilance ruined me inside
Describing a negative impact on the speaker's inner self.
And I don't know who I am anymore
Reiterating the theme of not knowing oneself due to the relationship.
Anymore
Repeating a sense of loss and confusion about identity.
Anymore
-Anymore
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