Say to You
Unveiling Heartbreak: Markus Jay's Journey from Small Talk to Lost Love
Lyrics
It all started as some small talk
Initial interaction or relationship began casually.
Afraid to leap with me so we took a small walk
Reluctance to commit, opted for a cautious approach with a small walk.
Who would’ve though i’d make yo wall fall
Surprising revelation of breaking down emotional walls.
Far from a dog but you thought i was just all bark
Not a deceptive person, but initial perceptions were misjudged.
Shiddd
Expression reflecting a dismissive or indifferent attitude.
Naw not me tho
Denial of the previous statement, asserting a different perspective.
My chance with you was slimmer than yo vision in a peephole
Perceived slim chances with the person, akin to limited vision through a peephole.
The more you tell me no, the more a nigga gotta keep on
Persistence despite rejections, implying determination.
You fell in love with the same one you used to sleep on
Unexpectedly, the person fell in love with the one they underestimated.
Ain’t that kinda crazy
Reflecting on the surprising nature of the evolving relationship.
You went from one word answers to saying hey baby
Observing a positive shift from minimal communication to affectionate greetings.
Hey hunny, hey sweetie and hey päpi
Listing endearing terms used in communication.
I told you when i want something, can’t shit stop me
Asserting determination and persistence in pursuing desires.
And to be honest girl i wanted you
Expressing genuine interest in the person.
You were the sun up in my sky when i had clouded views
Describing the person as a source of positivity in challenging times.
We used to joke up on the phone and you were so amused
Recalling joyful moments shared during conversations.
But now we don’t communicate and i’m just so confused
Expressing confusion and frustration over the breakdown in communication.
Fast foward through the chronicles
Summarizing the relationship's progression through time.
We went from 24/7 to periodical
Shift from constant interaction to sporadic contact.
And i was pulling out all of my hair follicles
Intense emotional distress, symbolized by pulling out hair follicles.
Really sitting there going crazy in the hospital
Describing emotional turmoil, possibly related to a difficult situation.
Cause last year gave me tough luck
Referring to a challenging period in the past year.
2 grannies, in 6 days... Yo i’m fucc’d up
Personal losses and emotional struggles in a short timeframe.
But while i’m dealing with this rough stuff
Parallel experiences of tough times while the person was emotionally distant.
You was distant cause you wasn’t getting cuffed up
Speculating reasons for emotional distance—possibly avoiding commitment.
But i just felt like you was not around
Feeling the absence of the person during challenging times.
At times i wish i heard yo voice but i ain’t get a sound
Yearning for the person's voice and communication.
And baby i ain’t trynna shoot you down
Expressing understanding and not intending to criticize.
I’m going thru the memories and this is what i found
Reflecting on memories and discovering emotional patterns.
I mean i know it, i be acting tough
Admitting vulnerability and the struggle to appear strong.
I’m trynna heal and that’s for real girl that is not a bluff
Sincere effort to heal from emotional wounds.
You make me feel like i’m just not enough
Feelings of inadequacy in the relationship.
I had to tell you baby, just in case my time is up
Conveying a heartfelt message in case time becomes limited.
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