Lyrics
I feel bad you're worried sick
I regret that you're deeply concerned
Over the state of my head and all the thoughts in it
About the condition of my mind and all the thoughts within it
And I only call you now out of habit
I only contact you now out of routine or habit
I'm still mad how you let me down
I'm still upset about how you disappointed me
Still feel sorry for myself how hard I hit the ground
I still pity myself for how severely I fell
And I'm a liar if I ever said you're the best I found
If I ever claimed you were the best, I'd be lying
I'm a liar to say you're the best I found
Repeating the falsehood that you're the best I've found
Call me out on my shit
Challenge me when I'm behaving poorly
I'm too shit scared of loneliness
I'm excessively afraid of being alone
And I don't want to be here
I don't want to exist in this state
I just don't want to admit it yet
I just don't want to acknowledge it yet
Call me out on my shit
Hold me accountable for my shortcomings
You know I'm too shit scared of loneliness
You know I'm intensely afraid of loneliness
I don't want to be here
I don't want to be present in this situation
I just don't want to admit it yet
I just don't want to acknowledge it yet
If you're a bad dream all that's left
If you're a distressing nightmare, all that remains
Is the coldest sweat drenching my bed
Is the most chilling perspiration soaking my bed
And if that's the worst well I'm already used to it
If that's the worst, I'm already accustomed to it
And you'll say I should open up
You'll advise me to be more open
Well you know I'm only good to keep my mouth shut
But you know I'm only good at keeping silent
I could never choke it down just to spill my guts
I could never force myself to confess just to pour out my feelings
I'll be glad as hell if you never spill your guts
I would be extremely relieved if you never reveal your emotions
Call me out on my shit
Challenge me when I'm behaving poorly
I'm too shit scared of loneliness
I'm excessively afraid of being alone
And I don't want to be here
I don't want to exist in this state
I just don't want to admit it yet
I just don't want to acknowledge it yet
Call me out on my shit
Hold me accountable for my shortcomings
You know I'm too shit scared of loneliness
You know I'm intensely afraid of loneliness
I don't want to be here
I don't want to be present in this situation
I just don't want to admit it yet
I just don't want to acknowledge it yet
Call me out on my shit
Challenge me when I'm behaving poorly
I'm too shit scared of loneliness
I'm excessively afraid of being alone
And I don't want to be here
I don't want to exist in this state
I just don't want to admit it yet
I just don't want to acknowledge it yet
Call me out on my shit
Hold me accountable for my shortcomings
You know I'm too shit scared of loneliness
You know I'm intensely afraid of loneliness
I don't want to be here
I don't want to be present in this situation
I just don't want to admit it yet
I just don't want to acknowledge it yet
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