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Limerence's Autumn: Unveiling the Bittersweet Tale in Marlon Amon's 'Aster'
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Oh I should be used to it
Feeling accustomed to a situation or emotion
Living so limerent
Experiencing intense infatuation or longing
But somehow you pull me in
Despite being familiar, you draw me in
Just to lead me astray
Bringing me away from the right path or intention
The mirage of a long summer day
An illusion resembling a perfect day
It was too good to be true
It seemed too perfect to be real
And you never even knew
You were unaware of the impact
All the sleep lost over you
Losing sleep due to thoughts about you
And now we'll never even know
There's a missed chance to discover something
The garden we could've grown
The potential relationship that never flourished
A sprouting seed
A promising beginning cut short
Swept away by the autumn breeze
Abandoned abruptly like a falling leaf
As I watch you leave
Observing your departure
Was it all
Questioning if it was all real or just an illusion
Make-believe?
Was the experience fabricated?
Thoughts of you
My thoughts about you become a dream-like state
Turn into a fantasy
Another dream-like scenario with you
Another moon
A metaphorical event disrupting peace
Crashes through
Interrupting an otherwise empty space
An empty room
A familiar occurrence
It's nothing new
Repeating the feeling of longing
Oh I should be used to it
Despite familiarity, experiencing intense longing again
Living so limerent
Living with persistent infatuation
But somehow I'm alone again
Alone once more while you're absent
And you're MIA
You're missing, unresponsive or absent
Basking in the passing winter haze
Enjoying a period of passing time, maybe oblivious
You fade from my mind
Your presence fades from my thoughts
I'm tired wasting time wondering why
Tired of pondering the reasons behind your actions
You threw it all behind
You abandoned everything without explanation
Thought you knew me well enough to say goodbye
I thought you knew me well enough to bid farewell
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