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How I love now is not that deep
Expressing that the current way of loving is not profound or intense.
I’m always tired cause I can’t sleep
Attributing fatigue to the inability to sleep, possibly due to emotional turmoil.
You’re haunting my every move
Feeling that the person being addressed is ever-present in thoughts and actions.
I’m always thinking about you
Constantly dwelling on thoughts of the person being loved.
And how you broke me into a million pieces I can’t glue
Reflecting on the emotional impact of being broken and unable to repair the damage.
How I love now is not that grand
Describing the current love as not extravagant or impressive.
Cause the only thing I feel is the touch of your hands
Highlighting that the only tangible connection felt is through physical touch.
Travelling to places I’d rather just erase but I just can’t
Acknowledging the discomfort of revisiting undesirable memories and experiences.
It’s fine but I’m keeping my distance as much as I can
Maintaining distance from the person, despite the acceptance of the situation.
And even though it has been too long and I should be moving
Acknowledging the passage of time but struggling to move on emotionally.
I still see you everywhere that I go
Continuing to perceive the presence of the person everywhere, even in their absence.
And even though you’re not around, you’re far away out of sight
Noticing the persistent influence of the person even when physically distant.
I still see you everywhere that I go
Reiterating the continued perception of the person's presence in various places.
How I love now is not that bright
Characterizing the current state of love as not vibrant or cheerful.
Even when the person in front of me is more than right
Acknowledging the suitability of someone else but unable to shift focus.
But I just can’t get you out of my mind
Struggling to remove the person from thoughts, despite efforts.
I fail every time I try
Experiencing repeated failure in attempting to move on from the past love.
How I love now
Pondering on the nature of current love, emphasizing a change from the past.
How I love now
Reiterating the reflection on the current way of loving.
Isn’t the same as before
Stating that the present way of loving differs from the past.
How I love now
Repeating the expression of the altered nature of current love.
You broke my trust now
Declaring a breach of trust and the consequent inability to love in the same way.
I can’t love now, not anymore
Affirming the incapacity to love anymore, signifying a permanent change.
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