Lyrics
I won't be saved
I feel beyond rescue or salvation.
Say a prayer for me
Ask for divine intervention on my behalf.
Because I fucking need one
Expressing desperation, emphasizing the urgent need for help.
Ghosts sent to torment me
Haunted by lingering spirits causing distress.
Bleeding me every fucking night
Suffering and draining emotionally every night.
I can taste my private hell
Sensory perception of a personal hell.
Grinning as it envelops me
Facing challenges with a sarcastic grin.
I was born with a mark on my head
Marked or destined for difficulties since birth.
I will die with the heart of the damned
Facing death with a sense of eternal condemnation.
If I could just
Expressing a desire for respite or escape.
Play dead forever
Wishing to avoid life's struggles by pretending to be dead.
Maybe I could make sense of this
Seeking meaning or understanding through simulated death.
I'am slowing down, I'am giving up
Slowing down and giving up on life.
This surreality is fucking choking me
Feeling overwhelmed by an unreal and suffocating existence.
If this is my life, I've had enough
Expressing a desire to end one's life due to the perceived harshness of it.
This black reality
Referring to life as a bleak and dark experience.
Is a sad excuse for life
Life is a disappointing and insufficient justification for existence.
Another night brings home
Each night brings more troubles and challenges.
Another fucking rain
Another metaphorical storm or hardship to endure.
So say another prayer for me
Asking for additional prayers despite skepticism about their efficacy.
But I won't be saved
Rejecting the possibility of salvation despite ongoing struggles.
Breathing an air of disgust
Breathing in an atmosphere tainted by disgust and disappointment.
Cut from the cloth of disgrace
Being part of a lineage marked by shame and dishonor.
Watching this misery dance
Observing a dance of misery in one's life.
Along the lines in my face
Misery is visibly evident in the lines on one's face.
Say a prayer for me
Reiterating the request for prayers with skepticism about their efficacy.
But I won't be saved
Despite prayers, the speaker believes salvation is unattainable.
Watching misery dance along my face
Continued observation of misery reflected in facial expressions.
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