Lyrics
These days I'm just draggin' around
Feeling lethargic and unmotivated
A heavy little head and I don't hear no sound and I'll...
Experiencing a burdened mind, feeling disconnected from surroundings
Try and figure out just why I'm here
Attempting to understand one's purpose or reason for existence
We've always been strange
Referring to being unconventional or different
And a little bit queer as I...
Being both peculiar and unconventional
Feel my body change in size
Sensing physical changes in oneself
Morph into what you fantasize
Transforming into the image others desire or fantasize about
When I met your father did he like my smile?
Asking if a past encounter with a partner's father was favorable based on a feigned smile
It was fake I made it when I was a child
Admitting the falseness of a smile made during childhood
You won't break me down
Asserting resilience against breaking emotionally
I'm lying on the outside
Feeling emotionally distant or detached
I'm trying to be a man
Striving to embody masculinity despite challenges
You won't break me down
Reiterating resilience against emotional breakdown
I'm trying on the outside
Continuing efforts to portray strength externally
Just trying to keep it clean
Struggling to maintain purity or decency in actions
Easy come easy go
Describing a casual or indifferent attitude towards life
Lift me up and watch me roll
Asking for support and attention while being easily influenced
I've been down you've been low
Both parties experiencing low points but wanting to progress together
We could live together and grow
Expressing fear and uncertainty about financial stability
These days I feel so afraid
Feeling anxious or worried about financial matters
Where my money's coming from will my bills get paid
Proposing escape from life's burdens by running away
Meet me out the back and we can run away
Reflecting on the impact of exhausting work on mental state
If working like a dog has got you strange
Offering to commit to a relationship if welcomed into the partner's life
But let me in your house and I might stay cause
Noticing uniqueness in the partner's house
This house ain't like any I've seen
Committing to hard work despite challenges
I won't let you down
Struggling to fulfill societal expectations of manhood
I'm working like a dog now
Expressing difficulties in meeting expectations
Just trying to be a man
Continuing efforts to portray strength externally despite struggles
(Not doing very fucking well)
An acknowledgment of not doing well in fulfilling societal standards of manhood
I won't let you down
Reaffirming the commitment to strive and contribute financially
I'm trying on the outside
Continued efforts to maintain a facade of stability
Just trying to pay my way
Striving to meet financial obligations
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