Lyrics
It's gonna be oh so hard for me
Expressing difficulty in leaving the situation
To up and walk away
Struggling with the decision to leave
After givin' myself up like every day
Feeling vulnerable after consistently giving oneself emotionally
But it's gonna be harder to have to stay
Highlighting the challenge of remaining in the situation
Like I don't wish for things
Denial of desires or wishes
Like I don't mind the wait
Implying patience despite the wait
But you know I do
Contradicting earlier denial, admitting discomfort
And I'm floating now
Feeling uncertain and drifting
Around the truth that we spoke about
Revisiting a past conversation but feeling detached from it now
But none of it matters now
Emphasizing that previous discussions are irrelevant
No none of it counts
Stating that previous efforts or actions hold no value anymore
Well baby, tell me now
Seeking reassurance about the significance of presence
Did it ever really matter if I was
Questioning if physical presence mattered
Here or a thousand miles away?
Wondering about the impact of distance
Tell me, when I spread myself across the town
Reflecting on spreading oneself across various places
If it ever meant anything
Doubting the meaningfulness of actions
Or if it was all just a waste
Questioning if efforts were fruitless
Should I stay
Pondering whether to remain in the situation
Or should I go, go, go
Contemplating leaving
Go away?
Expressing the inclination to go away
Nothin' feels oh so secure,
Feeling insecure
I'm so uncomfy anymore
Expressing discomfort and unease
Is that a sign to take the leap of faith
Considering a leap of faith despite uncertainty
Or that I'd fall flat on my face?
Fearing failure or embarrassment
I'm tired of thinking,
Expressing exhaustion from overthinking
I'm tired of sinking through the floor
Feeling continuously dragged down
Used to have my feet so flat on the ground
Previously grounded but now seeking an escape
Now they're always lookin' for the door
Always looking for an exit or a way out
Oh, tell me now
Seeking clarity about significance
Did it ever really matter if I was
Reiterating the earlier question about presence
Here or a thousand miles away?
Questioning the impact of physical distance again
Tell me, yeah
Seeking affirmation or confirmation
When I spread myself across the town
Reflecting on actions and their impact
If it ever meant anything,
Doubting the significance of efforts made
Or if it was all just a waste
Questioning if everything was futile
Should I stay
Considering departure once more
Or should I go, go, go
Repeating the desire to go away
Far away?
Contemplating going far away
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