Lyrics
Sometimes I feel all my doubts come rushing through my head all at once
Sometimes, I feel overwhelmed as all my doubts flood my mind simultaneously.
I can only hear you speak I can't listen to a word that you say
I can only hear your words, but I struggle to truly listen and comprehend what you're saying.
I am trying not to be so reluctantly blue
I am making an effort to avoid feeling consistently sad or melancholic.
Hard to be someone I'm not
It's challenging for me to pretend to be someone I'm not.
And I wanna go home
I desire to return home, possibly seeking comfort or familiarity.
When those thoughts arise it will come as no surprise to me then
When these thoughts arise, it won't be a surprise to me.
I'll try my best to explain what goes on inside my brain but it's not easy
I'll make an attempt to explain the inner workings of my mind, but it's a difficult task.
I am trying not to be so reluctantly blue
I am striving to avoid being consistently sad or downcast.
Hard to be someone I'm not
It's tough for me to pretend to be someone I'm not.
And I wanna go home
I yearn to return home, suggesting a desire for a sense of belonging.
I can never quite prepare or even be aware of my own
I am unable to fully prepare or be aware of my own actions or emotions.
Lack of control when its rising to to surface up above
A lack of control becomes evident and surfaces unexpectedly.
I am trying not to be so reluctantly blue
I am making an effort to avoid persistent feelings of sadness or melancholy.
Hard to be someone I'm not
It's challenging for me to pretend to be someone I'm not.
And I wanna go home
I want to go home, indicating a strong desire for comfort or familiarity.
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