On My Own
Lost in Solitude: The Quest for Connection
Lyrics
Always running from myself
Feeling a perpetual need to escape from oneself, possibly due to inner struggles or dissatisfaction.
Smoking weed because it helps
Using marijuana as a coping mechanism, suggesting a desire to alleviate emotional or mental pain.
I Cant stand it being sober
Expressing discomfort with sobriety, indicating a preference for altered states of mind.
I Find another girl to play
Engaging in relationships with other girls as a way to distract or entertain oneself.
I don't know how to behave
Admitting a lack of understanding about how to behave, possibly in relationships or life in general.
Wake me up when this is over
Expressing a desire to avoid or escape from the current situation, possibly due to difficulties.
Can't answer when you call me
Being unavailable or unwilling to respond when called, indicating emotional distance.
Leave a message maybe
Suggesting a preference for communication through messages rather than direct interaction.
I will call you up but honestly I think I won't
Expressing hesitancy about returning calls, reflecting a reluctance to engage in deeper connections.
I don't know why I'm
Feeling uncertain about personal motivations or actions.
Always chasing time
Constantly pursuing or trying to catch up with time, indicating a sense of urgency or pressure.
So much on my mind
Feeling overwhelmed by thoughts and concerns.
I've been so lost
Experiencing a profound sense of being lost in one's own thoughts or in life.
On my own
Emphasizing a sense of solitude and independence, possibly with a hint of loneliness.
I can't make it out
Struggling to understand or navigate the current situation independently.
On my own
Reiterating the theme of navigating challenges or emotions alone.
I need somebody now
Expressing a need for companionship or support from someone else.
Take me home
Desiring a return to a place or state of comfort and security.
I thought that I did better
Acknowledging a perceived failure despite efforts to do better.
But I'm not doing better
Expressing a sense of hopelessness in a particular way or situation.
On my own
Repeating the theme of facing challenges and struggles alone.
I'm so hopeless in way
Conveying a feeling of despair and lack of optimism.
It's so fucking hard to stay
Highlighting the difficulty of maintaining a challenging or painful situation.
Give me reasons I can't find em
Seeking reasons or motivations for one's actions but struggling to find them.
I just wanna feel alive
Expressing a desire for a more fulfilling and meaningful life.
Empty bottles every night
Using empty bottles as a metaphor for excessive alcohol consumption or self-destructive behavior.
want little more excitement
Expressing a desire for more excitement and thrill in life.
Give me more excitement
Reiterating the need for increased excitement or stimulation.
Get up on that stage and
Desiring recognition and acknowledgment from others, possibly through performance.
Let them know that I'm the one you want
Expressing a desire to be chosen or desired by someone.
I don't know why I'm
Repeating the theme of constantly pursuing or chasing time.
Always chasing time
Continuing to feel overwhelmed by thoughts and the passage of time.
So much on my mind
Reiterating the sense of being lost in one's thoughts or in life.
I've been so lost
Emphasizing solitude and independence, possibly with a sense of loneliness.
On my own
Struggling to understand or navigate the current situation independently.
I can't make it out
Reiterating the challenge of understanding or coping alone.
On my own
Expressing a need for companionship or support from someone else.
I need somebody now
Desiring a return to a place or state of comfort and security.
Take me home
Acknowledging a perceived failure despite efforts to do better.
I thought that I did better
Expressing a sense of hopelessness in a particular way or situation.
But I'm not doing better
Repeating the theme of facing challenges and struggles alone.
On my own
Conveying a feeling of despair and lack of optimism.
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