Saturnalia
Saturnalia's Poisoned Love: Unveiling the Mask of Deception
Lyrics
Uh, you got me feelin' hellish
Feeling deeply troubled or tormented
You said that hate was far from love but still I can't regret it
Despite knowing hate is different from love, there's lingering regret
No, can't forget your expression
Memories of your expression are unforgettable
Who would've thought that my own love becomes some kind of weapon
Surprised that one's own love turned into a weapon
Woah, it's a mask that you hide But I can't help but find the glint that's in your eye
Your true self is hidden behind a mask, yet there's a noticeable spark in your eyes
And now I can't tell the truth Don't know which version of you is a lie
The truth is obscured, making it difficult to distinguish the real you
And now I'm cautious Yeah, our soul's intertwined
Feeling cautious as if souls are deeply connected
Now it's toxic Like you didn't even try
The relationship has become poisonous, lacking effort from the other person
Now it's August and I'm still under the spell
Time has passed, yet still ensnared by feelings from the past
The thought of wishing me well I know
Knowing that someone wished you well
Has got you nauseous It's like you're one of a kind
Your uniqueness causes discomfort to others
Yeah, it was flawless The execution of mind
Admiration for the flawless execution of manipulating thoughts
Cause now I've lost it, The roots dig deep in my soul
Feeling deeply affected and entrenched by the emotional roots of the relationship
And I just can't let you go, oh no Now all of my thoughts make me nauseous
Unable to detach despite wanting to
Now as the darkness falls And Saturnalia calls
Referencing a time when darkness sets in and an event (Saturnalia) beckons
I know I won't go home Because the home that I know
Feeling unable to return to a familiar but broken home
Is broken, shattered, and torn I see triumph in your soul
Seeing a sense of victory or success in the other person's spirit
Your face, your hair, and your clothes Are like an embrace of things I've once known
Recognizing familiar traits in the other person
And now I, in that place our love Is a stone in the graveyard of people I've known
The love shared now feels lifeless and buried among past relationships
Woah, it's a mask that you hide But I can't help but find the glint that's in your eye
Reiteration of hiding behind a mask with a captivating glint in the eyes
And now I can't tell the truth Don't know which version of you is a lie
Continued confusion between reality and deception in the other person
And now I'm cautious Yeah our souls intertwined
Feeling intertwined with another's soul cautiously
Now it's toxic Like you didn't even try
The toxicity of the relationship without genuine effort
Now it's August, and I'm still under the spell
Time passing, but still under the influence or hold of the past
The thought of wishing me well, I know
Awareness that someone wished well despite causing discomfort
Has got you nauseous, It's like you're one of a kind
Feeling uneasy due to the uniqueness of the person
Yeah, it was flawless The execution of mind
Admiring the flawless manipulation or control of thoughts and actions
Cause now I'm lost it, The roots dig deep in my soul
Feeling deeply entrenched by emotional ties, unable to release
And I just can't let you go, oh no Now all of my thoughts make me nauseous
Continued inability to detach from troubling thoughts
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