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Embracing Solitude: MATTE GOLD's Journey Through Independence
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If they tryna hang, go out and play, don't hit up my phone no
If someone wants to hang out, go play, and don't contact me
Yeah it's okay, I'm gonna stay, I don't get FOMO
It's okay, I'll stay, I don't experience FOMO (Fear Of Missing Out)
What can I say, I am not Ye, let me get in my zone
Expressing a desire to be in one's own zone, not comparing oneself to Kanye West
Another day, if you can wait, cause I just wanted to be alone
Choosing to be alone for a day, emphasizing the need for solitude
Misery loves company, so I guess I'm not that sad
Acknowledging that misery seeks companionship, implying not being too sad
Lone wolf is the new sexy, so I guess I brought that back
Embracing the idea of being a lone wolf as attractive and bringing it back
I don't care if my phone lit
Indifference to phone activity
I'm just tryna do my own shit
Focus on doing one's own things
Mood diving like a foam pit
Describing a mood akin to diving into a foam pit
Everybody an opponent
Viewing everyone as a potential opponent
Curving my friends like a midterm
Avoiding social interactions, likening it to avoiding midterms
Go on and let every bridge burn
Being willing to burn bridges with friends
Probably could cross but the splinters
Acknowledging the possibility of crossing bridges but with potential consequences
Could leave everybody so injured
Potential harm to others if bridges are crossed
I don't wanna think about it
Expressing a desire not to think about certain things
The amount of DMS, we encounter
Awareness of receiving many direct messages (DMS)
Debbie downer, ready now or never
Reference to a negative person, ready for action
Better count your friends, now before they're
Advising to count friends before they are gone
Gone, won't be long, won't be long, fuck it
Acceptance that friendships may not last long
No, I don't think I'm depressed
Denial of being depressed
Yeah, I just need a deep rest
Expressing a need for deep rest
Wanna people-please less, destress
Desire to people-please less and reduce stress
So I won't answer these texts
Choosing not to answer texts for self-refreshment
Cause I just want a refresh
Expressing a desire for a refresh or restart
If they tryna hang, go out and play, don't hit up my phone no (Don't hit up my phone)
Reiteration of not wanting to be contacted for hanging out
Yeah it's okay, I'm gonna stay, I don't get FOMO (FOMO)
Reiteration of being okay with staying and not experiencing FOMO
What can I say, I am not Ye, let me get in my zone
Reiterating a desire to be in one's own zone
Another day, if you can wait, cause I just wanted to be
Emphasizing the preference for being alone
Alone, alone, alone, alone, alone, alone, alone, alone
Repeating the theme of wanting to be alone
Alone, alone, alone, alone, alone, alone, alone, alone
-I'm on my own island and I'm a nationalist
-I'm doing self care tonight, or am I just a masochist
-Speaking honestly, I want solitude
-My apologies, I feel locked in
-Check the clock and block FaceTime
-I'm on the low low like a bass line
-I just wanna watch the office
-Get my mind off this, I'm not tryna politic
-Going offline cause I wanted to be cautious
-See the message pop up, I be like aw shit aw shit aw shit fuck
-Cause seeds grow better in darkness
-I feel myself getting these dubs
-But what's the whole point of all this
-When people stop hitting you up
-I'm stopping at the green lights
-My mind feels like as street fight
-Not able to eat right, sleep tight
-Staring up like three flights
-So I just want a me night
-If they tryna hang, go out and play, don't hit up my phone no (Don't hit up my phone)
-Yeah it's okay, I'm gonna stay, I don't get FOMO (FOMO)
-What can I say, I am not Ye, let me get in my zone
-Another day, if you can wait, cause I just wanted to be
-Alone, alone, alone, alone, alone, alone, alone, alone
-Alone, alone, alone, alone, alone, alone, alone, alone
Final repetition of the desire to be alone
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