All These Nights
Nights of Yearning: Love, Anxiety, and Loneliness
Lyrics
I don’t wanna die
I have no desire to end my life.
Crying all these nights
I've spent numerous nights crying.
Wondering what it’s like
Curious about the experience of being with you.
Laying by your side
Desiring to be close to you, lying next to you.
Oh yeah
Expressing affirmation or agreement.
Hit you up and you don’t say shit
I try to contact you, but you don't respond.
Are you up, Are you down, Are we hanging
Questioning the nature of our relationship and if we'll spend time together.
I swear you’re looking like your famous
Noticing that you appear like a celebrity.
Do I love you or do you just make me anxious
Questioning if my feelings for you are genuine or if they cause anxiety.
I called you my friend
I used to consider you my friend.
Will we ever speak again
Wondering if we will ever communicate again.
You called and I ran
You called, and I responded quickly.
Will we break before we bend
Concerned if our relationship will break apart before becoming more flexible.
I don’t wanna die
Reiterating the reluctance to face death.
Crying all these nights
Continuing the theme of emotional nights.
Wondering what it’s like
Curious about the experience of being with you (repeated).
Laying by your side
Desiring to be close to you, lying next to you (repeated).
I don’t wanna die
Reiterating the reluctance to face death (repeated).
Crying all these nights
Continuing the theme of emotional nights (repeated).
Wondering what it’s like
Curious about the experience of being with you (repeated).
Laying by your side
Desiring to be close to you, lying next to you (repeated).
On your own and you’re a star
Acknowledging your independence and special qualities.
All alone I’m blue like the Avatar
Feeling lonely, likening it to the condition of the character Avatar.
But I’m not going far
Assuring that I won't go too far.
When the mirror’s asking who you are
Reflecting on identity when faced with self-examination in the mirror.
I called you my friend
Used to consider you my friend (repeated).
Will we ever speak again
Wondering if we will ever communicate again (repeated).
You called and I ran
You called, and I responded quickly (repeated).
Will we break before we bend
Concerned if our relationship will break apart before becoming more flexible (repeated).
Say you're scared and so am I
Expressing shared fear and uncertainty.
But why give up before we try
Questioning the decision to give up before attempting to overcome challenges.
Living in a lonely time
Living in a period of solitude and isolation.
Living in a lonely
Living in a lonely (repeated).
Say you're scared and so am I
Expressing shared fear and uncertainty (repeated).
But why give up before we try
Questioning the decision to give up before attempting to overcome challenges (repeated).
Living in a lonely time
Living in a period of solitude and isolation (repeated).
Living in a lonely
Living in a lonely (repeated).
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