In A Way That I Design
Unveiling the Heart's Design: Maya Harrison's Quest for a Unique Love
Lyrics
Oh I hope to find
Expressing a desire or aspiration.
A way to be cared for the way that I care for you
Seeking reciprocation of care in a relationship.
To be loved in a way that I design
Desiring a unique and personally crafted form of love.
No matter what its not enough
Acknowledging that whatever is offered is insufficient.
And I don't feel that kind of love
Not experiencing a certain type of love.
Who you are to me
Defining the person in question as a valued friend.
Is a friend I'd hope to keep
Expressing a wish to maintain the friendship.
And as friend I wanted to be the world
Desiring to be a significant part of the friend's world.
That you revolved around
Aspiring to be a central figure in the friend's life.
But I don't feel that kind of love
Not feeling a particular type of love in the relationship.
Oh ooh oh ooh
Repetition of the expression of dissatisfaction and unfulfillment, possibly emphasizing the emotional struggle.
Oh ooh oh ooh
-I am unsatisfied with the way the world goes around
Expressing dissatisfaction with the current state of the world and a sense of unfulfillment.
And around and around and around
-And suddenly I haven't found
-A way to hold your eyes
Struggling to make eye contact and maintain a facade.
And speak quietly to hold up the disguise
Desiring to express oneself authentically.
To realize what I held deep inside my chest
Realizing internal emotions and fears.
I am afraid that I am everything you said
Concerned about aligning with negative perceptions.
I tried my best to be
Making an effort to be the best version for the relationship.
I am blind to all the things I cannot see
Unaware of certain aspects, possibly implying ignorance or denial.
I told you twice to never cross my heart again
Warning against causing emotional pain.
I am fool to forget and let you in
Admitting vulnerability and past mistakes.
Oh ooh oh ooh
Repetition of the expression of dissatisfaction and unfulfillment, possibly emphasizing the emotional struggle.
Oh ooh oh ooh
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