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I decided to build all my ego defenses
I chose to construct defenses to protect my ego.
Have some peace of mind
Seeking tranquility and calmness for my mind.
I decided to rinse all the doubts that I'm living
I decided to eliminate all the uncertainties in my life.
And send them all away
Discarding and dismissing those doubts completely.
So when the bills came in and the roof caved in and the world blew up
Despite facing challenges like bills and crises, I remained resilient.
I stood still
During adversity, I maintained composure and didn't panic.
Looking up
Choosing to look upwards, possibly seeking hope or inspiration.
Looking up
Continuing to gaze upward as a symbol of optimism.
Looking up
Persistently maintaining a positive outlook, always looking up.
I decided to quit these pointless conclusions
Opting to avoid drawing unwarranted conclusions without merit.
And speak up for myself
Deciding to assert myself and express my thoughts.
I decided to taste from the sugary moments
Choosing to savor the enjoyable moments in life.
Let go of bitterness
Letting go of resentful feelings and animosity.
So when the coffee spills
When faced with a mess, not letting it affect my inner peace.
And the stain won't go
Despite persistent challenges, maintaining resilience.
And the world blew up
During a crisis, staying composed and resolute.
I stood still
Continuing to look upwards, possibly for strength or guidance.
Looking up
Remaining hopeful and optimistic in challenging times.
Looking up
Persevering with a positive mindset, always looking up.
Looking up
Sustaining a hopeful perspective regardless of circumstances.
I decided to feel this intense love, it's scary
Opting to embrace and experience profound, perhaps frightening, love.
Without it I'd be dead
Recognizing that love is crucial for survival and well-being.
I decided to walk a road I've never taken and see how much I bleed
Choosing an unexplored path, ready to face challenges and hardships.
So when you cry alone
During times of personal sorrow, maintaining self-resilience.
You against yourself
Facing internal struggles alone, confronting personal demons.
And the world blew up
Even when the world is in chaos, I remain steadfast.
I stand still
In the face of adversity, I stand my ground without wavering.
I stand here still
Still standing firm, not yielding to external pressures.
Looking up
Continuing to look upwards, seeking strength and resilience.
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