Dead Man Dying

After a restful sleep, waking up to the realization that problems persist.

Acknowledging the persistence of problems that will lead back to a difficult situation.

Anticipating challenges that will compel a return to a difficult state.

Confronting challenges with a racing heart, suggesting emotional intensity.

Using pain to numb hatred and strengthen resilience.

Questioning the common belief that the dead cannot emerge from the ground.

They think the dead can't be out of ground

Highlighting the lack of pleasure in hearing prayers to the sky.

There's no pleasure to hear them pray to the sky

Expressing indifference towards others' struggles, emphasizing a short distance to overcome.

There is no more than a mile

Accepting an undesirable situation against personal will and mindset.

I'm just here against my will and my mind

Struggling against an inner desire for change and blaming others.

Confident in understanding the situation despite challenges.

Reiterating the disbelief that the dead can resurface from the ground.

They think the dead can't be out of ground

Continuation of the theme of disbelief in the impossibility of the dead coming back.

Some people enjoy unlikely comebacks.

Some people find pleasure in the disintegration of truth.

Expressing a desire to enjoy a journey in the realm of memories where the future is seen as an adversary.

In land of memories

Where the future stays the enemy

Feeling disturbed near home, rejecting appeals for miracles, and emphasizing the desire for self-preservation.

They cry for miracles, dismiss all skepticism

My flesh is not a symbol of faith in immortality

Go fuck yourself, I just want to save my skin

Reaffirming the strong desire for self-preservation.

Repeating the desire to enjoy a journey in memories despite the future being perceived as an enemy.

In land of memories

Where the future stays the enemy

Facing a nightmarish situation and expressing a willingness to embrace death as a friend.

I will wait for death like a friend

Feeling abandoned by sympathy, losing control, and lacking mercy.

I've lost control, I got no mercy

Contemplating extreme actions for survival and finding satisfaction in it.

I'll make sure I get off on it

Preferring to fall asleep than to be in a distressing state.

Than to be like this

Reiterating the desire to enjoy a journey in memories despite viewing the future as an adversary.

In land of memories

Where the future stays the enemy

Continuation of facing a nightmarish situation and waiting for death as a friend.

I will wait for death like a friend

Expressing a patient acceptance of death as a friend.

I'll wait for death like a friend