Lyrics
When the beads roll down
Feeling emotional or teary-eyed; metaphorical reference to tears.
It used to get me back then
Previously, it triggered emotions or memories.
Now my head spins round
Experiencing dizziness or confusion.
It's even hard to see when
Difficulty seeing clearly, possibly due to emotional turmoil.
You touch my skin crawling deep within
Intense physical and emotional response when touched.
And I don't know if I would go
Uncertain about the decision to leave or stay in a situation.
But I'm here now
Present in the current moment despite uncertainties.
I'm still here, I've been
Continuing to exist, having endured challenges.
Pushing so hard to fall apart this time
Struggling to maintain composure or hold oneself together.
We are passed the bridge
Moving beyond a critical point in a relationship.
And we love the view
Enjoying the current state of the relationship.
I have to bring this down
Expressing the need to address a particular issue.
The you and me and you
Referring to the complexities within the relationship.
The way you touch my skin
Intimate connection and its impact.
Crawling deep within
Repetition of the intense impact of physical touch.
And I don't know if I would go
Undecided about the choice to leave or stay in the relationship.
But I'm here now
Being present in the moment despite uncertainties.
I'm still here, I've been
Continuing to endure, having faced challenges.
Pushing so hard to fall apart this time
Struggling intensely to break down emotionally this time.
I never should have said
Regret over expressing a desire that now causes distress.
That this is what I want
A realization that the stated desire is not what is truly wanted.
It stuck inside my head i got to get it out
The desire remains persistently in the mind and needs to be addressed.
I'm falling dead in and out of love
Experiencing emotional highs and lows in love.
In and out of love
Repetition of the cycle of being in and out of love.
And I don't know if I would go
Undecided about the choice to leave or stay in the relationship.
But I'm here now
Being present in the moment despite uncertainties.
I'm still here, I've been
Continuing to endure, having faced challenges.
Pushing so hard to fall apart this time
Struggling intensely to break down emotionally this time.
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