Lyrics
Years I been flying
Expressing a long period of time spent in a state of elevation or ecstasy.
Retracing the same old lines
Reviewing and retracing familiar paths or experiences.
Looking down over scaled mountains
Observing vast challenges or obstacles from a heightened perspective.
I'm so high, froze out my goddamn mind
Being in an extremely elevated state, potentially due to substance use.
I'm up here in solitude
Isolation or loneliness experienced at a high altitude.
Subdued by a lack of fortitude
Feeling subdued or weakened due to a lack of courage or determination.
To touch down on level ground
Desiring to return to a stable and normal state.
Gotta stay up man cause my down is really fucking down
Struggling to stay elevated because the descent is emotionally challenging.
Up down up down
Repeating the cycle of emotional highs and lows.
Maybe one day I'll come around
Hopeful of a future return to stability.
Find my footing and rebound
Searching for balance and recovery.
(nope)
Rejecting the possibility of recovery.
Or maybe I'll just keep my head in the clouds
Choosing to remain in a dreamlike or detached state.
And get so lost that I can't be found
Intentionally losing oneself in a state of confusion or escapism.
(yup)
Acknowledging the decision to stay lost.
Time's sped, mind's bent, cycle continues
Time passing quickly, mind distorted, and a repeating cycle.
(and I'm nose diving)
Acknowledging a descent into a difficult situation or mindset.
Because I'd be lying if I said I think I could ever land on my feet
Admitting a lack of confidence in recovering from challenges.
Crash and burn
Expressing a willingness to face failure and adversity.
Crash and burn
Accepting the inevitability of facing and overcoming challenges.
Ain't ever clipping my fucking wings, got to fly
Affirming the commitment to maintaining personal freedom and avoiding restrictions.
Crash and burn the only way I'm ever coming down again
Choosing to face challenges head-on, embracing the potential for failure.
No escaping the space I'm in
Feeling trapped in a challenging mental or emotional state.
Soul and sanity both wearing thin
Indicating a decline in both spiritual and mental well-being.
My environment is a cold dark mess
Describing a chaotic and distressing external environment.
And I'm feeling less and less and less
Experiencing a gradual decrease in emotional well-being.
So weathered by the shit inside my head
Being heavily affected by internal struggles and challenges.
So snowblind I don't know if I'll ever find solid ground again
Feeling blinded by challenges, unsure if stability can ever be regained.
It's too late
Expressing a sense of hopelessness or resignation.
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