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Embracing Chaos: Meg Elsier's Poetic Journey Through Life's Turmoil
Lyrics
Oh god
Expression of exasperation or distress, invoking a higher power.
I feel a little bit tired
Feeling fatigued or weary.
Feel a little bit hungry
Experiencing a mild sense of hunger.
Feel a little wired
Feeling restless or hyper.
Kinda feel like I'm moving
Sensation of movement, possibly metaphorical, while being aware of being stuck.
But I know that I'm stuck
Acknowledgment of being in a stuck or stagnant situation.
And I can't see the top
Unable to perceive the way forward or the end goal.
So I don't wanna climb up
Reluctance to make an effort to improve the situation.
So save me
Plea for assistance or deliverance from the current state.
But fuck you you're a liar
Expression of resentment or distrust towards the one offering help.
You build me up cathedrals
Reference to the construction of grand structures, possibly symbolizing false elevation.
And dress me up like a martyr
Mention of being adorned or portrayed as a martyr, potentially insincere.
You made me feel like a woman
Recollection of feeling womanly, questioning the appropriateness or authenticity.
I thought it suited me well
Recognition of conforming to societal expectations at the expense of personal identity.
So I gave everything up
Decision to sacrifice everything, including self-expression.
Including being myself
Acknowledgment of losing one's true self in the pursuit of societal ideals.
I used to think
Reflection on past beliefs or perspectives.
Oh if shit got ordinary
Anticipation of taking action if life becomes mundane or ordinary.
I'd move
Declaration of readiness to move if faced with a monotonous existence.
Oh if shit got ordinary
Reiteration of the willingness to change in the face of routine.
I'd move
Continued commitment to adapt to ordinary circumstances.
Always I feel utterly wasted
Feeling completely exhausted.
Got that fucked up in church guilt
Experiencing guilt associated with unconventional thoughts or behaviors in a religious context.
I find surprisingly sacred
Finding unexpected reverence in the midst of turmoil.
I never thought I was special
Realization of personal uniqueness or value.
But I thought I'd do more
Recognition of unrealized potential or unfulfilled aspirations.
I used to think
Recollection of previous beliefs or perspectives.
Oh if shit got ordinary
Anticipation of taking action in the face of a mundane existence.
I'd move
Reiteration of the readiness to move if life becomes ordinary.
Oh if shit got ordinary
Continued commitment to adapt to ordinary circumstances.
Oh if shit got ordinary
Reiteration of the readiness to move if life becomes ordinary.
I'd move
Continued commitment to adapt to ordinary circumstances.
Oh if shit got ordinary
Reiteration of the readiness to move if life becomes ordinary.
Ooooooh oooooooh
Expressive vocalization, potentially conveying intense emotions.
Ooooooh oooooooh
Continuation of expressive vocalization, potentially indicating unresolved emotions.
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