HAPPY
Rising from Pain: Mehki Raine's Powerful Journey to Happiness
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I don't know, I just
I'm uncertain or confused
Felt like I needed to say this, so
Felt the need to express myself
Fuck it
Expressing disregard or recklessness
I used to look up to you
Used to admire you
Used to think you were my idol
Thought of you as my role model
But you've become my enemy, you've become my rival
Now, you are my adversary
Used to think things you said to me were so insightful
Believed your words were wise
But realised half the shit you do and say is fucking spiteful
Realized your actions and words are malicious
Now I despise you
I strongly dislike you
Somewhere deep inside I feel I kinda like you
Conflicted feelings, some liking remains
But I remember the way you treated me and the family
Recalling mistreatment towards me and family
Now you don't mean shit to me
You are insignificant to me now
Nothing but distant memories
Only distant memories remain
A father without a son, relationship in jeopardy
Father-son relationship in danger
Take these drugs as remedies to cure the pain necessities
Using drugs to cope with pain
But that is not enough to cure the pain you caused
Your actions caused irreparable pain
Now this shit is treachery taking shit to extremities
Current situation is a betrayal and extreme
Accessory to murder, can't forgive the way you hurt her
Complicit in a serious crime, can't forgive hurting her
Can't forgive the way you hurt me
Can't forgive personal pain caused
But I'm the strongest mentally, physically this won't end me
Despite everything, mentally strong
Challenges I accept see, my struggle made me the man I am today
Accepted challenges shaped current self
I won't let this struggle kill me, no I won't decay
Won't let struggles destroy me
The pain I feel inside, could've lead me astray
Pain could have led me astray
Alcoholic or pulling smoke through bongs everyday
Could have turned to alcohol or drugs
But there's one thing I learned from you I keep with me today
Learned to be a better parent
Be a better man than me, don't forget your kids birthdays
Reflecting on the responsibility of remembering kids' birthdays
Funny how the tables turned this really is some child's play
Irony in the reversal of roles, almost like a game
Bet you're having a field day
Sarcastic remark about the other's enjoyment
Pulling up to your drive way or speeding down the highway
Visualizing scenarios of confronting the other
Spending money on your new bitch when it's fucking payday
Spending recklessly on a new partner
Oh look who just got paid today?
Sarcastic comment on the other's financial success
Instead of taking care of their kids he's out here telling fibs
Accusing the other of neglecting parental duties
Claiming that your broke, but make it rain like everyday
Contradiction in claims of being broke while spending lavishly
I used to want to runaway now got dream of runways
Shifted from wanting to escape to dreaming of success
Won't let these memories replay
Resisting reliving painful memories
But you're right, who cares anyway?
Disregarding the significance of the situation
Fuck it, I grind hard for my mum and the one above her
Determined to succeed for the sake of mother and higher power
Break bread count the funds, damn this shit is so much fun
Enjoying financial success and camaraderie
Shit is crazy I'm the one who has really won
Realization of personal triumph despite challenges
Now I'm, happy
Currently feeling content or satisfied
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