Lyrics
This day I will free her
This day, I will free her
I'm too cold and I struggle with a fever
I'm feeling emotionally distant, dealing with a struggle or conflict
And I, and I just want to see her
I just want to see her
In another car when I'm back from the dealer
Reflecting on being in a different situation when returning from a car dealer
They said I was a dreamer
Others doubted my dreams
She stayed in the rain I believed her
She endured challenges (stayed in the rain), and I believed in her
And I, and I will make it cleaner
I aim to make things clearer or better
Even though I lost her in the night
Despite losing her in the night, determination persists
Did you seen her
Did you see her?
Seen her
Repetition of the question, emphasizing the search for her
My head is a freezer
Feeling emotionally numb or detached
All I think about is how I'm gonna keep her
Constant thoughts on how to maintain the relationship
And I, and I didn't even meet her
Despite not meeting her, there's a strong connection
If it is for me then I never ever leave her
If it's for me, I won't ever leave her
Leave her
Reiteration of the commitment to stay with her
So I might get illusional
Admitting to potential illusions or distortions
For mistakes in the past like the usual
Reflecting on past mistakes, acknowledging them as usual
Everyone dancing around like in a musical
Observing people dancing around, reminiscent of a musical
I got nothing left and I'm living like a funeral
Feeling empty and living as if in a funeral
So I'm back on my bad shit
Returning to negative habits or behaviors
In a time in my life when I had it
Recalling a time when life was better
It's a mess in my head I can't stand it
Mental confusion or chaos that is hard to tolerate
I don't need a call on my phone I'm a savage
Rejecting the need for external validation, asserting independence
So I'm back on my bad shit
Reverting to negative habits again
In a time in my life when I had it
Reflecting on a past period of life
It's a mess in my head I can't stand it
Ongoing mental chaos and distress
I don't need a call on my phone I'm a savage
Asserting independence, not relying on external calls
I return when I fall out
Returning after a setback
I got strong in the back I go all out
Strength in facing challenges with determination
And I hope that I sell out
Hoping for success and popularity
Never go back to the maze that's on my mind
Commitment to avoid revisiting past mental struggles
I'm sad when I hang out
Feeling sadness during social interactions
Can not cry about my life I'm a man now
Acceptance of maturity, not crying about life
And I don't see a way out
Uncertain about the future, feeling trapped
Never go back to the maze that's on my mind
Reiterating the commitment to avoid past mental struggles
I return when I fall out
Repeating the cycle of returning after setbacks
I got strong in the back I go all out
Strength and determination to face challenges
And I hope that I sell out
Hoping for success and popularity, repeating the desire to avoid past struggles
Never go back to the maze that's on my mind
Reiterating the commitment to avoid revisiting past mental struggles
I'm sad when I hang out
Experiencing sadness during social interactions
Can not cry about my life I'm a man now
Acceptance of maturity, not crying about life
And I don't see a way out
Feeling uncertain about the future, perceiving no way out
Never go back to the maze that's on my mind
Reiterating the commitment to avoid revisiting past mental struggles
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